i got u. if its falling apart like that its because the blunt is stale and u should either try a new place or a new blunt.....or both. a good, neat, and easy way to roll a blunt using only your fingers is called "brooklyn style" you crack open the blunt using a razor(your fingers make it more of a mess), and u empty out the guts. then using your tounge you seal the inner and outer leaves together on all 4 sides. then u rip off the glue strip. if u dont kno where it is its the peace where the 2 ends of the paper were once touching befor u cut down the middle. if not, then fuck it, i smoke with them on sometimes. now u take your new paper and you hold it horizontally, then fold it in half. open it up and put your bud inside. u can either break it up in the paper or u can break it up befor hand. i normally break it up befor hand or have somebody break it up for me to speed up the process. u spread it evenly to make sure it will roll nice and that it wont collapse while burning.(this is most likely the hardest part in this method). now that its even fold the paper in half like befor with the bud still inside. now what ur going to do is ur going to hold it tight but not too firm as not to rip the paper, ur going to position the blunt horizontally with the ends pointed away from u and the bud point towars you. take your 2 index(pointer) fingers and hold the the blunt where the bud meets the paper,at the same time hold the bud the same way at the bottom with your middle fingers. now your gunna take your thumbs and fold the blunt over.(remember to hold theblunt tightly with your index and middle fingers because u dont want the blunt to be too loose. now u should be able to see the shape of the blunt. u keep folding over and over untill u get to the point where u have to seal the deal. this is a part that got me for the longest. some ppl lick it then seal it with their fingers. i dont do that cuz if u remove ur fingers befor sealing the deal you can loosen up ur blunt, and u dont want that. so here is what you do. hold both ends of the blunt and lick the inside of the paper thats unrolled. now use your tounge and press on the outter side of the paper thats unrolled and at the same time slowly rotate the blunt so it closes. and there u go, a brooklyn style blunt. u can do it on the fly with no flat surface at all, plus it looks really neat and it has a nice pull. and when u get sexy with it u can make it bigger on one end than the other by rolling it on a skew. i hoped i helped any. if u dont get it i'll get some instructions for u.