i'm not usually into hippie treatments - but i can imagine that what FloJo's talking about could work
i only really smoke because i don't have any green to hand. if i have green, i don't smoke fags
i get really bothered about smoking since my dad had lung cancer when i was about 3 and for my whole life i saw him with a horror film, jaws like set of stitch marks from his shoulder down his back. he died when i was 10 after it reappeared and ripped through his entire body in an unstoppable way. it appeared and the doctor told my mom he'd probably die in a few months. she didn't tell him and he lived for a year or two, but towards the end he was in a terrible way. he couldn't get out of bed, the chemo & radio therapy made him look like a skeleton and he couldn't eat. he at least had a good life, one wife and then my mom, who was about 15 years younger than him (about 20 or something? bastard) - and maybe someone else. my aunt smoked more fags a day than i've ever seen, but managed to live till she was 80 without having
i try to think about that when i'm not having any, but sometimes i just get so pissed off and down i smoke