If you're like me (probably not), you are going to have some xmas tunes playlist in the background as you are strolling about the house contemplating whether or not to kill yourself this year. Not sure if this will help or hurt, but I found a Pentatonix xmas playlist that may aid in your decision. If it makes you feel more joyful and you decide on sticking it out, you're welcome. If it makes you feel more dismal and depressed, for god's sake, turn it off and remember I'm not a medical professional and bear no responsibility for your actions. Enjoy!
It only works as a playlist if you view it on YT...
@Laughing Grass