RyanTheRhino
Well-Known Member
happy memorial day weekend people.
So I sit here utterly confused.....Let's rewind 2 Wednesday's ago... I met this handsome blond haired hazel eyed 6"4 man of my dreams... we lock eyes and instantly we both know... we need to hang out.
We exchange numbers ..start talking and plan a fun night together at his place since I don't live alone.
Friday comes..I go over and instantly i'm comfy.. we snuggle up together with a few drinks( I spiked both our drinks at his request lol ) followed by a few bongs. We chat for hours..molest the fuck out of each other like we're the last 2 people alive. I mean it was perfect, he suggested we wait at least 5 dates until any sex, which instantly had me licking every inch of his body. Seriously men give ur women the freedom of no pressure and incredible things happen...anyways at one point we both got pretty fucked up and had some deep convos..both shed some tears.
We crashed around 8am after what he called "a perfect rock star night lol" I woke up and left mid afternoon, he later texted saying it was such a great night and he would text me after a bbq he had to attend. 3 days later he texted me saying he was sorry but he went on a binge and thought it was best if he sorted his life b4 he hurt another women like me...WTF
We did mdna, quite a bit so i'm wondering if all we felt was drug fueled or real? Not having partied much in my life i'm confused about how I felt..hmmm
I just hope dude works out whatever is bothering him.. great guy...
That's what i'm thinking..I'm also thinking I enjoyed the moment more than the person...lolman crying second time you met him...probably just embarrassed with himself ,
So I sit here utterly confused.....Let's rewind 2 Wednesday's ago... I met this handsome blond haired hazel eyed 6"4 man of my dreams... we lock eyes and instantly we both know... we need to hang out.
We exchange numbers ..start talking and plan a fun night together at his place since I don't live alone.
Friday comes..I go over and instantly i'm comfy.. we snuggle up together with a few drinks( I spiked both our drinks at his request lol ) followed by a few bongs. We chat for hours..molest the fuck out of each other like we're the last 2 people alive. I mean it was perfect, he suggested we wait at least 5 dates until any sex, which instantly had me licking every inch of his body. Seriously men give ur women the freedom of no pressure and incredible things happen...anyways at one point we both got pretty fucked up and had some deep convos..both shed some tears.
We crashed around 8am after what he called "a perfect rock star night lol" I woke up and left mid afternoon, he later texted saying it was such a great night and he would text me after a bbq he had to attend. 3 days later he texted me saying he was sorry but he went on a binge and thought it was best if he sorted his life b4 he hurt another women like me...WTF
We did mdna, quite a bit so i'm wondering if all we felt was drug fueled or real? Not having partied much in my life i'm confused about how I felt..hmmm
I just hope dude works out whatever is bothering him.. great guy...
mmhm people do dumb shit drunk or on drugs than they feel really embarrassed the next day lol they will either get up after their fall and laugh it off or run away and hideThat's what i'm thinking..I'm also thinking I enjoyed the moment more than the person...lol
Like a fucking light bulb...lmfao
For affection..lol ok hunlol,you got played little girl,LOL
oh well who ever supplied the mdma was the player BTW.That's what i'm thinking..I'm also thinking I enjoyed the moment more than the person...lol
Like a fucking light bulb...lmfao
Dude I never felt like that in my life, even he kept saying he had never had a girl so into kissing and touching him like I was, but I must admit I was fucked up and have no idea what came out of my mouth lol....maybe I scared him off lol meh either way I will never forget that night or him. I did see him after..had to grab a few things I left.. He could barely look me in the eyes..kept saying sorry bad timing..he asked for a hug b4 I walked away, which I gave, he trembled like a leaf Then I said i'm not sorry if it helped u work something out... and I turned and left. I texted twice no response..I dont think the crying has anything to do with a real problem. MDMA just exaggerates your emotions, good or bad or feeling of affection.
If you two dropped some good mdma then It should of been an experience to remember, and you have most likely strengthened your bond regardless of what happened.
now the real question is will you still like him when you see him again
I did lol but only because he asked if I could get anything to spice up the evening..maybe I gave him to much loloh well who ever supplied the mdma was the player BTW.
I was under the impression you brought the party powder
LOL they certainly do, he tucked his tail in...i'm moving on lolmmhm people do dumb shit drunk or on drugs than they feel really embarrassed the next day lol they will either get up after their fall and laugh it off or run away and hide
So, either he's had a pretty bad comedown off the gear or he's worried that you drugged him up to get what you want!! The let's 'wait for 5 dates' thing shows that he wanted to take it slower or he wanted the thrill of the chase. Men love to chase women. Look at wild animals for example. I think it gives them a sense of achievement to win over a woman.So I sit here utterly confused.....Let's rewind 2 Wednesday's ago... I met this handsome blond haired hazel eyed 6"4 man of my dreams... we lock eyes and instantly we both know... we need to hang out.
We exchange numbers ..start talking and plan a fun night together at his place since I don't live alone.
Friday comes..I go over and instantly i'm comfy.. we snuggle up together with a few drinks( I spiked both our drinks at his request lol ) followed by a few bongs. We chat for hours..molest the fuck out of each other like we're the last 2 people alive. I mean it was perfect, he suggested we wait at least 5 dates until any sex, which instantly had me licking every inch of his body. Seriously men give ur women the freedom of no pressure and incredible things happen...anyways at one point we both got pretty fucked up and had some deep convos..both shed some tears.
We crashed around 8am after what he called "a perfect rock star night lol" I woke up and left mid afternoon, he later texted saying it was such a great night and he would text me after a bbq he had to attend. 3 days later he texted me saying he was sorry but he went on a binge and thought it was best if he sorted his life b4 he hurt another women like me...WTF
We did mdna, quite a bit so i'm wondering if all we felt was drug fueled or real? Not having partied much in my life i'm confused about how I felt..hmmm
I just hope dude works out whatever is bothering him.. great guy...
Damn. I'm sorry. Belated b'day wishes. cnPut my 9 year old golden down the other night. Shitty Bday yesterday to say the least but I did crack a few smiles and laughed a few times reading this thread. Thanks!
It's actually a diagnostic moment. If a guy can gracefully handle something like that he could be a keeper. If he runs because he cried he's spineless. We all cry, no shame. If he played you, it's his loss.mmhm people do dumb shit drunk or on drugs than they feel really embarrassed the next day lol they will either get up after their fall and laugh it off or run away and hide
you're on here a lot it would seem most don't like you, yet you stick around.. How miserable is real life that this is your escape?Damn, dead dog, women problems....
Maybe another shot of my penis to pick everyone up.
Sorry for your loss. I experienced the same a few years back.Put my 9 year old golden down the other night. Shitty Bday yesterday to say the least but I did crack a few smiles and laughed a few times reading this thread. Thanks!
I'm not on here nearly as much as you think...and this escalated rather quickly, I'm just helping out. I remembered how much my cock cheered everyone up so I figured, why not?you're on here a lot it would seem most don't like you, yet you stick around.. How miserable is real life that this is your escape?
I have nothing against you but I don't hangout where I'm not wanted, call it a bugaboo..