Another night, another day, another chance to try another way. One day I'll beat these nightmares back from where they came. One day I'll be whole.
But today is not that day, and this way not the right way...but one day. I endure.
My nightmares aren't of monsters, but of betrayals. In my heart I know these things will never come to pass, but getting my head to listen is another matter entirely.
Today I feel closer, but I haven't yet arrived where I'm supposed to be. I don't know where it is I'm headed, but when I get there I believe I will once more be free from this darkness plaguing my very being.
Yesterday was not a good day, and this past lonely night was hardly bearable...but I don't have it in me to give up.