Random Jibber Jabber Thread

StonedFarmer

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I akt here hising from my lovey girl slashing my arm and injectjng drugs in the washroom.

I aint getting any better, all Ibcan do is hope for better days. It becomes difficult when all you know is dealing and using drugs.

Sometimes I wish no one will find me nodding out and cut up. Nothinf changes and I try. I am a bjtch made fuck who cannot take stress. I actually canno5 handle it. So I get drunk peoplr.get mad I do kore drugs cut my self for release and end up in the washroom hiding evetu fucjing time.

I need help. I aee therapist and stuff but no one knows how it feels. No one to blame but moi tho
 

sunni

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I akt here hising from my lovey girl slashing my arm and injectjng drugs in the washroom.

I aint getting any better, all Ibcan do is hope for better days. It becomes difficult when all you know is dealing and using drugs.

Sometimes I wish no one will find me nodding out and cut up. Nothinf changes and I try. I am a bjtch made fuck who cannot take stress. I actually canno5 handle it. So I get drunk peoplr.get mad I do kore drugs cut my self for release and end up in the washroom hiding evetu fucjing time.

I need help. I aee therapist and stuff but no one knows how it feels. No one to blame but moi tho
there are plenty of resources to get help.

go seek them out. they have mens crisis centers that will help you and allow you to detox while under medical supervision.

stop making excuses that "its all you know" as harsh as that sounds , you are the only one allowing yourself to know only that by giving up and using that sentence as an excuse.
 

6ohMax

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I akt here hising from my lovey girl slashing my arm and injectjng drugs in the washroom.

I aint getting any better, all Ibcan do is hope for better days. It becomes difficult when all you know is dealing and using drugs.

Sometimes I wish no one will find me nodding out and cut up. Nothinf changes and I try. I am a bjtch made fuck who cannot take stress. I actually canno5 handle it. So I get drunk peoplr.get mad I do kore drugs cut my self for release and end up in the washroom hiding evetu fucjing time.

I need help. I aee therapist and stuff but no one knows how it feels. No one to blame but moi tho
I can kinda feel yaz...I've fell on deaf ears my whole.life.....are you crashin?


What do you like to do for fun besides drugs?
 

StonedFarmer

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I can kinda feel yaz...I've fell on deaf ears my whole.life.....are you crashin?


What do you like to do for fun besides drugs?
I do lots of things actually. Paintball, brew beer ( fors that count) watch movies with family, garden, make hot sauces and cook a ton. Used to be into cars a ton but kinda stopped idk why. Oh and I walk aimlessly around the neighborhoods lkke it was a job. I also shit poast on the webs and rebuild pc's for friends out of pure joy.
 

StonedFarmer

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there are plenty of resources to get help.

go seek them out. they have mens crisis centers that will help you and allow you to detox while under medical supervision.

stop making excuses that "its all you know" as harsh as that sounds , you are the only one allowing yourself to know only that by giving up and using that sentence as an excuse.
I know full well everything is a problem I created. I strive daily to change.

The comment about all I know is pretty simple, that is the way I havr done it since a young age and habits are hard to break.

Meh I do see help, but realize at this time my hospital visits will be usrd against me during a trial. It has been tried before, and ya it happens
 
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