I am pretty sure VTMi'kmaq was frustrated with Sea of Seeds website. At Attitude you can immediately see what is available, what isn't and what the price is. Sea of Seeds site makes it a very tedious job when you
are looking up strains for popular breeders that actually sell out of product. It's like this, I want the Ox, so you click through the processes, and then at last... bam! Sold Out, go fish. And you do it all over again.
I go through all that because I think Sea of Seeds is one of the best seedbanks out there. People don't know what and who they are dealing with, until they have a problem. Sea of Seeds has by far been the best bank I've dealt with. Can't wait for them to upgrade their website.
VTMi'kmaq. Rare Dankness has a website, it has great info and is pretty sweet. It doesn't and can't let you know what is available where. They do list the vendors that distribute there seeds and you need to check each one. It's good to start with their website though, IMO and make your wish list. Then hit the vendors or come back here and ask about a few particular strains and the Mrs. Rare Dankness will have a very good idea what direction to point you in.
You said Cougar Piss. Seed Depot has it for $80. (I think. lol). Strong knock you the @#% back, I'd quickly say check out the Scott's OG. That falls under the knock you back category. For sure.