Schizophrenia

I just had a legit paranoid delusion, I recognise now after coming to my senses what it was. But for like a half hour I actually felt something completely rediculous was real. I applied for a job online, and after sending hundreds and getting no reply at all, this employer gets back in 10 mins, asks me a few questions, replies to my second email in a few hours and even continues to email me after 6pm to set up an interview. I got it into my head that the level of contact was very suspicious and there was a chance it was a bogus advert to lure someone to their death. That it was all a set up. Fuck, why would I even think that!? Schizophrenia must be a scary illness to have and i think that was a very brief episode of it. I am high mind you.

i knew a dude he thought the FBI were watching him
he went to great lengths to avoid detection
hardly ever left his house, only ate jaffa cakes, all other foods were unsafe


for some reason he said the FBI were unable to poison or tamper with jaffa cakes
although the CIA were able to implant devices in jaffa cakes these devices would control thoughts

he pissed in bottles and shit in plastic bags

he said that the FBI would be able to detect that he had been eating jaffa cakes from examining his piss and shit, so he had to keep it all
the toilet was unsafe
all piss and shit flows directly to the FBI for examination in some special cases it flows to the CIA

last i heard of skitzo Trevor .. set his house on fire as far as i am aware jaffa cakes and or the CIA were not involved,
Trevor wanted to be rehoused by the local council
just goes to show skitzos can think logically when they need to

still not sure why he was obsessed with American intelligence agencies rather than MI5/MI6
i quite like jaffa cakes myself but would not wish to solely eat them

man your sig is fucked up

puffdatchronic said:

man your sig is fucked up

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my sig is inspiring

Maybe at some time you came across or heard about the story about the men that were lured to a farm to work through craigslist and instead were murdered. This may be present in your preconsious or sub conscious. During your high state you developed a bit of paranoia, coupled with the fact that you look so much for a job that you subconcously were suspicious about the speed of the reply and questioning. Put it all together and you have a minor episode that you can't explain.

Schizophrenia is scary as fuck. Some people have audio hallucination, some visual, other still have olfactory (sense of smell) hallucinations. I know of a person who see handsignals as a form of hallucinatory communication. If for some reason say you tugged your ear, that could mean to that person that you know some secret about them, for example.

I had a buddy who smoked weed, which then brought out his underlying shcizophrenia early and intensified it, before he was diagnosed and medicated he asked me ificould hear people's thoughts when they drive by me.

I do not argue with the voices, they know all and see all.

If you want to know what jacked up like a football bat is, read about Sybil ( Shirley Ardell Mason)

It just does not get any more "off center" than that.

Peace

Asmallvoice

I want some .

smokejoint said:

I just had a legit paranoid delusion, I recognise now after coming to my senses what it was. But for like a half hour I actually felt something completely rediculous was real. I applied for a job online, and after sending hundreds and getting no reply at all, this employer gets back in 10 mins, asks me a few questions, replies to my second email in a few hours and even continues to email me after 6pm to set up an interview. I got it into my head that the level of contact was very suspicious and there was a chance it was a bogus advert to lure someone to their death. That it was all a set up. Fuck, why would I even think that!? Schizophrenia must be a scary illness to have and i think that was a very brief episode of it. I am high mind you.

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Sounds like your strong dope smoking days are over.

If I have a choice of something amiss with my brain can I choose synesthesia?