I love how you take absolutely no responsibility for anything that happened. That's just fuckin' dandy.
"He coerced me"
"he got me to smoke a roxy"
"he somehow convinced me to shoot up half a roxy"
"he finally coerced me"
If you are that impressionable and naive, you really should be under your mothers skirt and not outside of her watchful eye. If someone can "TALK" you into doing something, well, you really weren't that opposed to it in the first place now were you? Come on now, you're at least 18. No one's going to lay in your coffin, Nancy.
And then it just started to sound a little... um... gay...
"...I had dreams about him holding me down and forcing me to shoot up a roxy..."
"...my peeing was all fucked up and it came out as two strands of pee..."
"...all I remember is him doing it and me like basically laying on my bed fucked up..."