4g Shroom sandwich washed down with tea made from an 8th.
When I was asleep I thought I was awake
When I was awake I thought I was asleep
I remember watching the clock on the wall start spinning faster and faster, like thousands of rpm, until it was going so fast the wall imploded and the whole house followed by the world was sucked into the black hole it created, leaving just me, darkness, and a glowing ball. I've never felt so alone. Shit got real after that, when I fell asleep. Really real. When you're asleep, you can't really control anything going on in your mind or the course it takes. The first few times with shrooms I had some anxiety creeping in, I was scared of the vastness of my mind that was now unshrouded. Had to learn to tell myself that it's all good, none of it is real, and just let it take me for a ride as opposed to trying to force it in other directions. That's when it got fun. It's more pure, and certainly more intense during sleep, as you lose the ability to tell yourself anything. That can be both good and bad. Everybody's different though. Just my experience.