im finding that i dont give a fuck about this tread....the photoshop torrent wasnt for my pc.......
on Wednesday, i lose my wife and grow op that ive been caretaker of (not legal building ownership of) on until next valentines day of 07 (planned date not set in stone day) next year.
my heart is breaking over the wife.......hobby is killed for a while because of the op.
i feel like shit because of both.
hell in losing the op, Im loosing the best 2 home boys for a year + ive ever had in the world.
but because relationships come with troubles, im leaving out for a bit to figure out a few other things.