I have been to the point of wanting to kill myself about every other week. Being this depressed is life altering. I cant manage to hold a job.... or manage to get an education. If i go to work on a bad day i end up flipping out on someone and loosing my job and the same goes for school. whether it be a teacher, best friend, girlfriend, or my own mother. I have lost alot of people that i feel to be close to me (they arnt dead but they are still out of my life) and its all because of the person that i am.
The way i feel in real life when i get in these moods is really hard to explain. But the only way i can explain it would be .... I feel dead to the world.
Anyway im sorry i guess the whole point im trying to make is. People who get emotionally hurt by loosing someone important to them will get over it and live their lifes. People who are "suicide risks" are stuck with feelings that are 10x worse then the feelings that come with loosing somoene.
"suicide is the pussys way out" "only selfish people kill themselves"
NEVER say those words to anyone who is ready to kill themselves those words almost pushed me over then edge.
Its people like you that cause half of the suicides. When someone feels like a piece of shit the last thing they need is to be called selfish or a pussy. Id just like to say go fuck yourself. You might as well shoot them in the head yourself.
Sorry about all the confusing text. i am very bad at expressing myself.
It takes a lot of courage to sever an artery or down a bottle of lye....cowards don't commit suicide. I think...it's your life...do what you want with it, including ending it.
Been there done that also and wish i could say I would never go back but unfortunately I can't.permanent problem to a temporary solution, been there done that, wont ever go back.
Heh took like 40 mins to do itYou expressed yoursefl very well
I was on Prozac for acute anxiety not depression. The prozac actually made me depressed!One theory of why people commit suicide AFTER being placed on antidepressants is that they finally have the energy to carry out plans that they have been ruminating over for a long time. Depression often makes you so depressed you don't have the energy to do anything, let alone kill yourself.
I was on Prozac for acute anxiety not depression. The prozac actually made me depressed!
Yes I understand what you mean. Luckily I was able to get off it after 2 years. When I was on it I knew I had issues to deal with and knew I had responsibilities still but thats as far as it went, no action. I used to feel as if I was in a state of perpetual limbo with no emotional response to any situation, just a visual perspective.I'm prescribed prozac as well. It makes me numb.
no offence i think people who kill them selves are weak its easy to kill yourself its harder to just stick it out maintain and get the fuck over yourself
suicides shit thou shell not commit murder (or something like that) even if its yourself
i aint no bible pusher if i had too i would do the 12 gauge thing suppose you got balls to hack at your wrists with a blde fuck that