Super Lemon Haze in a Phototron

You shoe drawings are awesome!

are the drawings ok?I havent done it for a while.

Mohican said:

You shoe drawings are awesome!

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many thanks

Maybe i can send the drawing to yer aunt in the dam.I want you to have it as a token of my gratitutude for kick-starting my art practise

woke up feeling just so poopy.Slept half the night due to wds.Just wanted love for breakfast-non coming.Hope the day gets better.

hope your feeling better now SB. Your so sweet and such a talented artist, Im so impressed by your skills and I really feel we have very similar sensibilities! its really cool!!
Im glad we crossed paths and that I have inspired you, that makes me feel pretty damn good.I really cant believe I have touched someone like that with my art, its awesome and thank you for telling me. I would love to have a piece of your work and frame and hang it in my house for inspiration.

Yeah I have been feeling under the weather as well beans. what is this wds you refer to?

Im going through some really intense hormonal changes that are totally fuckin me up.. insomnia is real bad, mood swings, bad depression, memory problems, digestive problems and a number of other issues that are really weighing heavy on me. I have a doc appointment next weed and need to get on some kind of medication that can help make me feel better. Smoking week just doesn't cut the deep issues Im having to deal with, it is a good temporary fix but I don't like filling my lungs up with smoke and vapor all the time. it would have to be ALL THE TIME. I now have a sore throat , my ear hurts and I have swollen lymph nodes from some hash I smoked. and unfortunately I don't like medibles, too hyper sensitive to them and they don't give me the help I need.

Im off from work till next week and man did I need a break!!
just taking it easy and chillin out at home. Going out for some more paint and hopefully get something solid that I like with my painting but I don't know what I want to do really , so confused.
Thanks again Supreme Bean for all the kind words and sharing your amazing drawings with me.
I will get an addy to you soon! Look forward to hearing from you soon,
Amber

Try some sativa-based edibles with high CBD. They have really helped me.

My daughter was all messed up when she took Yaz birth control. That shit was toxic. I hope they figure out what is causing this.

Cheers,
Mo

Thank you for the suggestion there MO.
Trying to find a High CBD Sativa medible is proving difficult.
I found the Cheeba Chew website but
My med card just expired..... but even calling local dispensary's they don't have Sativa specifically..
but the rec store down the street carrys some High CBD mendibles that I am going to check out tonite or tomorrow and I don't have to get my med card again for that and waste my money
. Very nice to have legal marijuana stores down the street!!
Sorry to hear about your daughters bought with the Toxic BC pills . I never did well with BC pills myself. My problem is that my Follicle Stimulating Hormone is extremely high and I am experiencing all the bad side effects from it . My ultrasound shows cysts on my uterus.

If you haven't already checked out the Rolling Stones DVD called GIMME SHELTER, do so. I rented it from the library and it was really really good. Incredible filming,
Ah, found the entire movie for your viewing pleasure courtesy of YouTube. Enjoy!

Mrs Mo had cysts and eventually needed a hysterectomy. Plus side - no more Aunt Flo!

Have you ever seen any of the Rolling Stones circus show?

Originally filmed in December 1968, "The Rock and Roll Circus" was originally intended to be released as a television special. The special was filmed over two nights and featured not only the Rolling Stones but The Who, Jethro Tull (with future Black Sabbath guitarist Tommy Iommi filling in for the recently departed Mick Abrahams), Marianne Faithful and an all-star jam featuring John Lennon, Eric Clapton, Keith Richards and Mitch Micthell. Sadly, this also marked the final appearance of the Stones founder and original guiding light, Brian Jones, who would be dead within six months after filming the special.

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Cheers,
Mo

hi everyone.nice bunch here.really concerned and genuine people -not like some of the ass-holes ive attempted to communicate with.
Anyway,It is with some Intrepedation that i open my mail in case someone has trashed my feellings.
You know the sort;HEY MY BABYS SHIT CAN DRAW BETTER THAN YoU ,haha.

As for you Amber(or whatever your name is)Devine Goddess of Art ,country rambles.AND other things NICE.
Sorry to hear about your med problems-cant pretend to understand half of it.
All i know is,that after iv been to the docs im twice as ill due to side effects.
Now i avoid doctors and just mingle with sexy nurses(In my dreams).

My wds problem is just a lingering drug addition from many minor ops and injuries.withdrawl syndrome.

Cont....Been through wds a few times.I just hate insomnia and restless leg sydrome(invented by satan himself).Anyway,seems cos im in pain with torn cartlidges and tendonitis,that i may as well keep the monkey on my back for now.
AND ......actually found out recently discovered the healing power of speech.My pain (i worked out) is very much connected to deep-routed personal issues.
My Mum was a bully and i grew up in a enviroment of fear.My dad left when i was very young.And i later joined the army.Sounds like a recipe for disaster,eh.
I sort of over-compsensated for not having my dad around(-I grew up too fast.left home when i was just 15 ).i behaved like a dick,I still find some of my behavior too much to bear.
Anyway,I was a menace to society.lol

Sometimes is hard to pick up a pencil.but im finding a cathartic effect.sometimes i cry,sometimes i laugh.But i can see an end to my problems if i draw them out.
Not in the most obvious way-just seems to draw out the poisons.Years of bad behaviour unravellng .
Thanks for saying we had an affinity.feel free to say what you feel..,IM quite braod minded.When
I saw your drawings It was like comeing face to face with an orca killer whale.Or god maybe.just Amazing, and hard to put into words.

Something of a revelation-to be sure.So,it took me a while to digest,but now im using my art to help myself.Best therapy(,and only),Ive ever had.

I didnt know there was a Rolling stones film.Anyone seen TOMMY by the who.Great Stuff.
I got loads of drawings (recent)if you dont mind looking.need to see some o your stuff soon.
Theyr a good fix. Dont forget address.

Mohican said:

Mrs Mo had cysts and eventually needed a hysterectomy. Plus side - no more Aunt Flo!

Have you ever seen any of the Rolling Stones circus show?

Cheers,
Mo

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My wife has had cysts on both pregnancies and by all accounts most women will have some on their ovaries. MY sister had a whole gang of them and had an op as well. Woman seem have it tough down there for sure. With men it's seems more of a..."oh, it doesn't work, lets take viagra." these days.

Love the pictures of yer walks-reminds me of NZ.Its nice round here too-should get you some pics!

wow supreme, that is intense. It sucks having abusive parents. Im so sorry to hear this..So many people I know have come from abusive upbringing, really horrible stuff. Unfortunately it effects us forever, I believe, and we just have to realize that we have to learn how to cope with the negative imprint it has left in as much of a positive fashion as possible.

I am happy to hear that you are well aware of this and have found art to help you cope.
Cant you get an operation to correct the tears and pain? and
I think there is a new drug out that works well for treating addictions like yours.

http://www.drugfree.org/join-together/fda-approves-new-opioid-addiction-treatment-combining-buprenorphine-and-naloxone/

Restless leg syndrome sounds horrible!
I think DST said the Dog Kush works for his legs. (BREEDERS BOUTIque Strain)

yeah throw up all the pictures you can. I love your art and would love to see where you live.

So I went to the recreational shop yesterday to get the CBD medible like you suggested Mohican. It didn't work. I took one 5 mg last night with no effects and then the other this morning at 420 to see if it would help me get back to sleep. It just made me feel like I was going insane actually. I had these bizarre doubled up thoughts with multiple images and plots unfolding at the very same time. It was not relaxing at all and my brain felt all firey and anxious. I finally fell asleep after a couple hours.. Im so turned off by the rec shops. The sell expensive CRAP! im kinda REALLY turned off by the marijuana scene right now to be honest and really want to have nothing to do with it, really bizarre I come onto this site anymore., just got old pals I like but honestly not interested in any of it anymore, lol.
its like a useless habit or something im looking to part with.

here it the crappy shit I bough. just more money wasted. This tasted horrible. and the chick that was assisting me at the rec store was telling me all sorts of strange nonsense...
There were some girl scout cookie buds in the case saying that they were 17% CDB that I noticed.
I told her I didn't think GSC was a high CBD strain. She told me it is if you harvest it early enough. I was like huh? I asked if that was the case with all strains and she said yes but some are higher in CBD then others. I just don't know what to believe anymore and am fed up trying to find the truth , just don't really care anymore.
It was funner when I knew nothing about the herb and just smoked it and got high back in the day when who knew what the fuck strain we were smoking and didn't care.

Sorry to hear that. Come visit and you can try my oils. See which one works for you

In India i smoked a form of hash called charas.after consumsion i would pass out.gone.
High CBD i dunno?Judging by the effects ,id say yes.ALSO comes without the suspicious word SPOT.
Are you sure its not for dogs.lol.
Like Amber says-Back in the day you just smoked what you could get hold of.

Thanks for your concern.I will look into suggested treatment.Things are backward and underfunded here.doctors are apathetic and overworked.
Restless legs sydrome is a nightmare ok.
I need a semi-sadistic (but good looking)nurse to give my legs a few punches,karate style.Unfortunately its worse at night.

What are SPOT bars for.I bet i could recomend a strain that will do the job.I bet those experts in the dispensorys dont know too much.
Ive been a voluntary strain tester for many years.
Get your auntie in dam to post some decent morrocan /paki black.One stop cure all.

I know what you mean ,where mankind and its moneymaking minions go to work,everything goes to shit.Dont give up on weed.
Pot is damn good sexy shit.Put on that girl scout cookie and come and beat my legs up.(PLEASE).

Perhaps you got acrylic paint alergy.

There's one thing that America is great at....Creating Brands! Brand names are the king in the US. And everyone wants their brand to be Appel (spelt the Dutch way cause they are cunts and people probably think of phones when the word is mentioned before they even think of things that are supposedly going to keep doctors away on the daily). How insane the world has gone.
Just look at the packaging, in our small brains we are looking at it thinking, "that looks cool, it's got to work right? And it's handmade, woohoo. I mean, look at the nice graphic design, so simple and appealing, and it tells me that it will do what I am looking for".....bahahahahahahaha...it's a bar of chocolate with somebodies homemade butter slapped in it that has come from a cut of a cbd cross that someone got a hold of and was told was the shizzle and they even chopped it early....what-fukkin-ever......
And go back to the place you bought it and tell that stoooopid fukkin cow behind the bar that she needs to shut the fuk up. In fact, just walk in and slap her and tell her its from me. If anything, early chopped weed makes you high in the head and then 10 minutes later you either have a headache or are wondering if you actually just smoked something or not. Ambs, don't be donw on the plant, that's a terrible thing to happen. Be down on everyone that has jumped onto the band wagon to spend someone capital investment on nice packaging and flashing marketing.
I love BB and I love what it represents in this quagumire of an industry. Friends that have got together, share genetics, and provide a product (without fancy packaging and bullshit) and a low price that gives people what they want and need. It's really that simple.....and funnily enough, not that hard. What gets me is people who have never smoked it, never been involved in it, suddenly opening massive companies providing this that and the next thing with 0000's of smackeroonies as investment to make their product like FUKKIN APPELS!!!! CUNTS, THE LOT OF EM!!!! Ok, back to my morning tea

My Piont,but put in another way.All across the world are a bunches of guys siting around trying to re-invent the wheel.They wrap it in a haxagon shaped box.put Kayne Wests arseprint all
over it and suddenly you got Zeel.WHAT! you dont own zeel.MAN your car is sad.

HEY MAN,YOU SMOKED THIS NEW WEED CALLED "SUPERSKUNK". Wow.IT must be good .Its got the words SUPER.And SKUNK .an animal with antisocial behaviour.
Wow.SUPER AGAINST THE MAN,MAN.
Hey.Amber MY bro in law gave up smoking weed last year and put on 3 stone.(haha)........ Yeah,go back there.slap that bitch hard and say "Just give me some fucking dope-an stop acting like you fucking know shit.......