You're pretty thick headed aren't you dude? It's supposed to mean, no shit, it's a fucking plant. It grows, it's what most living organisms do. Do you see anyone else in here posting pictures of their seedlings to document their day by day, leaf by leaf growth like you are? No, typically people will say when they've popped bean, when they show sex, if they herm, part way threw flower, and then the finished product. No one is making a point out of when a new node forms or in your case, when a new leaf shows.
You say I've changed, I'm better, Im on meds, and whatnot. What have you changed for, for a group of forum users that you have no personal relation to? Be who you are, even if that means an annoying twat. Personally I don't see it, especially when you carry on with the same shit that people have pointed out to you, such as making multiple posts in a row (post 27327,28,31,32,33). You're like a razor against the grain, just fucking irritating.
All bull shit aside though, I have one question for you that I would like to know the truth of. Are you 12 years old? To me, you remind me of my days back in high school if my friends adolescent brother tagged along. Just sitting in the back seat, trying to be cool, until you get paranoid and throw the blunt out the window and find it funny.