Bro, I did not choose to have these experiences. They chose Me. I would have been better without, because now everything seems so bland. I mean he comes to you, The God of the Entire Universe, then what's next... go home and play video games and eat TV dinners? I don't even know why me. I didn't ask for it, that's probably why ... But besides that maybe some aren't mean to Know, or Perceive Him. Or maybe the time isn't right,,,YET! He is going to come, along with His Son and they will come to ALL who seek them... So believe that... Your Patience WILL pay Off in the end, Trust me. That's all