THELOADEDDRAGON'S 2009 Outdoor

theloadeddragon said:

can't forget her....... its nature and the plants that do all the real work.... I just tend them and give them encouragement

there would be nothing without the two.... and I can't stress or highlight that point enough....

to anyone that thinks they are a bad ass because of the pot you grow ( ) You aint shit! I aint shit! you CAN"T take credit for what you didn't REALLY DO..... you grow some nugs out of the top of your head (or arm or leg or dick or whatever) then YEAH your the Shit! but nah... we are nothing but people, left to our devices in nature, ruining it, that which truly provides us life, without a second thought, without a true awareness of our collective damage, dispelled by the self produced and consumed by the smoke (/smokescreen) everywhere around us.

One of these journals you will see.... I will tend a full crop to magnificent maturation, and sacrifice it as tribute to the awe that nature is, give it back to the mother of all seeds and clones.... I hope it turns out better than any before, she deserves it.......

My heart weighs in ache, rising into my throat as if to spite sadness and the truth..... Rising........ do you not understand, WE, do WE not understand? we rely upon so greatly what we destroy so extravagantly and inadvertently in selfish imperious brazen methodology Every Day.... This makes me sick with myself, so sad..... its because of how I was raised, where I came from, what I was made to be able to see..... and what was born of my heart from it.... true power, as the essence of life and its key is held not within us or is not truly ever within our grasp, but we bear witness this event, this perception of what is real, as if to spend eternity devising an explanation, true understanding, definition, and complete knowledge of this constantly changing and there for enigmatic representation, of a truly indescribable substance (life), thus making us obsolete. So we roll it all into one word Life.

To any one that has read the bible, go back and read it again...... passages over and over again, and buy into the messages not the money, realize the simple examples of such things as I describe....... what its essence is rather than its stringent transcriptions.... I don't claim to be christian particularly, but am fully aware of the FACT that I am more christ like than MOST christians by my nature and completely non christian upbringing..... and I smoke tons of herb

I would write TONS more (and really should) but Im sure I pissed some one off or something.... or your mad because you would assume this is all Way off topic.....

I assure you it is NOT..... I don't think you should grow pot unless you are astutely aware of these fine details and at the very least self conscious in practice. To those that are not, you have my condescension, but not my respect or tolerance, and many times you shall be treated with indignation, and I will not offer vindication, nor suffer to reply to arrogant, ignorant, uneducated replication

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theloadeddragon said:

I suppose I should say.... I am keenly aware of WORDS, what they are and what they mean..... and each "keyword" is chosen carefully among its delegated constituents in shaping the inferred or even direct understanding that is portrayed in there uses in direct relation to the subject matter..... I suggest anyone use a dictionary to decipher the very specific meanings, correlations, and definitive uses intended in relation to the subject matter of what was/is written. Even for words you know, or think you know...... In other words, you won't even truly know what I just wrote up there without one .

And I suppose I should let you know....... this is what comes out of me after staring at nuggets for hours trimming, talking, and having a gay old time ...... when I am tired but relaxed, and "my mind is ready, open, and receptive"

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theloadeddragon said:

yeah, and before I forget to mention it..... the PPP has and continues to Greatly Exceed my expectations of its outcome....... It smells exactly like ripe plump blackberries, and the taste is reminiscent to any good sweet yet perfectly tangy blackberry I have ever had, smooth coming out, but it still expands nicely down the hatch ..... it has become a source of great conversation while sipping tea and smoking bubbler loads

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bossman88188 said:

I tend to skim over long post's.
But you'res keep me reading.

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