THELOADEDDRAGON'S 2010 Outdoor

theloadeddragon

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"fdd. Enjoy... its your thread now." the loadeddragon..
Acually its not.If hes gonna sit and talk about takin action why is he wastinf time on here?
because I choose to, :). And taking action doesn't necessarily take so long that I don't have time to write. The action was taken before I wrote, so no time wasted. Im glad you were so down to jump on the philisophical criticism latter.
 

husalife

~ Out-Dawrz ~ Moderator ~
TLD, I hope all is well brother. Things are starting to flower on up for me pretty good. Sorry to see all the harshness going

on in YOUR thread. There's always a few in the crowd I guess. Well take care of the girls Ill ease back by later to check up on em.
 

fdd2blk

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TLD, I hope all is well brother. Things are starting to flower on up for me pretty good. Sorry to see all the harshness going

on in YOUR thread. There's always a few in the crowd I guess. Well take care of the girls Ill ease back by later to check up on em.
dude, he gave it to me. you must have missed it. ;)




time travels on
dreams are broken
my heart bleeds red
words have been spoken

to hold true to our hearts
is all we have
to get me off this thread
all will be glad

i dream of days with light so bright
i wake at noon to thoughts of fright
my days are over
my life is ended

all will be well
he's just pretendin'



:peace:
 

theloadeddragon

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dude, he gave it to me. you must have missed it. ;)




time travels on
dreams are broken
my heart bleeds red
words have been spoken

to hold true to our hearts
is all we have
to get me off this thread
all will be glad

i dream of days with light so bright
i wake at noon to thoughts of fright
my days are over
my life is ended

all will be well
he's just pretendin'



:peace:
I like it anyways.... :)

and can only wish I would pretend about these things...... but Im not.

seems like a joke for me to try to continue this journal....... its all a shitstorm now...... I can't even bring myself to visit the garden anymore.
 

theloadeddragon

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the plants aren't getting enough water.... or food.... they aren't growing..... they are dying...... Im doing the best I can... Lavenderstars has been watering them..... Im just sick of it all really.... as far as we have come.... for things to be going like this..... and what is more of an impact on me, is HOW and WHY things have gotten like this, the FACT that I have been helpless to do any more about it, and obviously I have seen this all coming for some time...... its just depressing.... I am constantly looking to the lights at the end of the tunnel.... but this light is fading, and I am trying to find another to follow....

Im sick of it all, sick of the world.... sick of all the BS that We All put up with needlessly... And fdd doesn't know shit about whats going on so his comments don't bother me at all, but make me smile, so I don't mind at all, and you guys shouldn't either.
 

theloadeddragon

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that's what i'm talking about. :neutral:

a few posts ago it was "implied" to simply "fuck those plants, i have bigger worries". :shock:

those plants could solve EVERYTHING. ;)

i'm a little confused as well.

Me TOO..... If those plants want to fix everything, then thats fine with me, :), I would let them and help them...... but unless they got the cash hidden in their canopy, its not doing me any good right now. Oh yes, I swallowed my pride, and have approached many people and places to see what we could work out..... but nothing has come of it..... if you know of anything better... feel free to pm me.

Yep, there were more important things in jeapordy..... I took care of those things..... and the plants are still there.
 

fdd2blk

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so why don't you give us the whole story? or simply stop posting.

to come in crying and not give any explanation is kinda messed up. what do you want from all of us?

as much as you don't want to believe it, i have followed this thread with interest ALL YEAR.
 

Antny420

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Id be down at the closest river or stream getting water and watering them bitches....Never give up dude.Like fdd said them plants could solve everything.Not to mention getting ur money back for all the wood and soil and nutes you bought.Giving up is just gonna be a waste of everything.
 

Antny420

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I will even let you come to my pad and take like a 1000 gallons of water so they dont die..I even got an extra bag of bloom if you need that
 

theloadeddragon

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so why don't you give us the whole story? or simply stop posting.

to come in crying and not give any explanation is kinda messed up. what do you want from all of us?

as much as you don't want to believe it, i have followed this thread with interest ALL YEAR.
the story is simple, and is recorded as well as it can be through out the journal. I have never really thought about what I wanted, and don't believe I have asked for anything, but to record a journal for myself, and maybe provide an example for other people to learn from, in whatever way they want, if at the very least to learn from my mistakes. Positive support and encouragement sure does make a big difference for me. I know you have been looking in and have offered helpful insight.
It is always appreciated.
 

theloadeddragon

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I will even let you come to my pad and take like a 1000 gallons of water so they dont die..I even got an extra bag of bloom if you need that
Im making sure water gets out there.... and have some bloom nutrients. I will tend them as long as possible, and do whatever I can to see them through harvest. But have to at least admit to the fact that I may never get as far as that with them. Even if evicted I can push it as long as possible......
 

Antny420

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You can not get new private messages untill you empty your inbox....So this is what I was thinking...

I live by Visalia.I thought of a way I have a pool that holds 1750 gallons.its Vinyal withh a blow up ring could put it in the bed of your truck and fill it half way up or so and cover it with somethin.Anything I can do to help I will.You need to push them as far as u can and hash them out if they are too premie to push....I dont wanna see you go broke
 
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