From about 15 I was trappin, I’m 25 now. I got arrested in 2019 and released they seized some cars didn’t find no drugs they got a phone that could’ve had some shit on it. It’s been fuckin ages and just before Xmas they emailed my lawyer to do a “voluntary interview”. Meaning they got new evidence or they can’t be bothered to look for me again so they want me to come in to remand me or maybe jus charge me and give me a court date. I stopped literally jus after I got arrested and since then I’ve been a beautiful journey started growin weed developed a deep relationship with my girl even started a college course and have been lookin to try legit work for the first time in my whole life. These cunt pigs will know I’m not doin anything like that anymore if they was doin there job and following me and all that they would’ve seen me change my whole life the same squad usually arrest and charge people pretty quick so I kinda thought I might’ve gotten away with it. I got away with it for fuckin years and I knew it was always a possibility but I would rather get arrested and then have all the evidence layed out in front of me so I know I’m goin jail and can jus ride my time instead of this time goin by me growing as a person for the shit to come back years later I might not even get sentenced till nex year if this lockdown bullshit continues. Fuck man why can’t these fuckers jus leave me alone. This weren’t a question jus a rant in my life I have to be brave for me and all my people around me to not deflate the energy but inside I can’t lie I feel weird I been prison before but I was on my gang shit then jus want a normalish life now wanna grow weed and work and not have these long sentences and treacherous lifestyle around me but it’s like it wants to pull me back