aliasofmike
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yeah i don't quite no why i felt the need to add that last bit, but hey...what is the internet for anyway
hmm, Yeah I haven't tried DMT yet, but it is on my list. I'll probably run into some at some point.
I've got the necessary herbs for Ayahuasca sitting in a box in my room, but haven't had the motivation yet.
It's very strange how these two (salvia and dmt) seem to have some sort of connection, while have utterly different nuerochemical modes of action. But take for instance the prevailing image of my first trip, essentially a vine of the soul, which is another name for DMT. I mean, I don't even know why I thought it was a vine.
Visual or not though, I think I'm begining to make some connections to the 'tone' of the trip in a mental sense (dissociative, alienating, overpowering) to the tone of the colors you see. Serotonin agonists (5-HT2) seem to add this vibrance that another class of psychedelics (though affecting vision and color) do not.
Perhaps its just a manifestation of my psychology and approach to a given experience. I've noticed one drug I purchased online as LSD (which it was not), had definite visual effect, definite effect on color, but it was some how more viciously organic, not flashy. And it definitely also had more of a foreboding aspect that I associate with some of my salvia trips. However, this drug was likely a serotonin agonist, so I should amend my theory to state that there seem to be two different neurochemical psychedelic cascades.
Anyway, my actual point was going to be, that after a few salvia trips, I became accustomed and was able to actually look at it without fear, and with appreciation in approach to the experience. I used it frequently and almost casually, and it seemed to really improve my mood across the board. At some point I got out of practice and the great fear in regard to its power mostly returned, and I have not once again overcome. With proper methodology, I still think this is a useful 'drug'.
hmm, Yeah I haven't tried DMT yet, but it is on my list. I'll probably run into some at some point.
I've got the necessary herbs for Ayahuasca sitting in a box in my room, but haven't had the motivation yet.
It's very strange how these two (salvia and dmt) seem to have some sort of connection, while have utterly different nuerochemical modes of action. But take for instance the prevailing image of my first trip, essentially a vine of the soul, which is another name for DMT. I mean, I don't even know why I thought it was a vine.
Visual or not though, I think I'm begining to make some connections to the 'tone' of the trip in a mental sense (dissociative, alienating, overpowering) to the tone of the colors you see. Serotonin agonists (5-HT2) seem to add this vibrance that another class of psychedelics (though affecting vision and color) do not.
Perhaps its just a manifestation of my psychology and approach to a given experience. I've noticed one drug I purchased online as LSD (which it was not), had definite visual effect, definite effect on color, but it was some how more viciously organic, not flashy. And it definitely also had more of a foreboding aspect that I associate with some of my salvia trips. However, this drug was likely a serotonin agonist, so I should amend my theory to state that there seem to be two different neurochemical psychedelic cascades.
Anyway, my actual point was going to be, that after a few salvia trips, I became accustomed and was able to actually look at it without fear, and with appreciation in approach to the experience. I used it frequently and almost casually, and it seemed to really improve my mood across the board. At some point I got out of practice and the great fear in regard to its power mostly returned, and I have not once again overcome. With proper methodology, I still think this is a useful 'drug'.