Keep your head up Vega! Never heard of a job that you have to quit smoking...just gotta be on your game for random tests. They make stuff ya know? Hell...I know SURGEONS that smoke weed on the REGULAR!!So I boxed up what stuff I could yesterday...clothes n all that....pretty much ready to move....
Don't know exactly what's gonna hppn w me yet...I mean I know for the next couple months ill b rentin the upstairs off my buddy n savin $$ for a place of my own but idk where its gonna b yet I hvnt even had a chance to look really....cldnt afford a full fledged move rite now anyway all this hpppnd so fast...I'm glad its close to over tho...she's been a really miserable person for ME to b around for a long time now...I got this ball rollin on the job advancement at work...but it absolutely requires me to quit smokin weed...its a "Licensed" job w big pay and mandatory yearly physicals. ...but I'd have to give up a lot of "me" to have that too...idk what to do.....I'm torn bigtime......in my area its a flat out given I could grow a little and be self supportive....I mean I've got two ppl that would take it all in one shot ata price I'm more than happy w....ona set up w 8plants a run...decent size plants ya know 3-4ozs each...I could take that pull n add it w a lil part time job for the lights off hours n Mr.Vega could prolly b happy livin a life like that.....this job I'm goin for at work yeah its great n all but I'd have to give up weed for good....like until I retire anyway....idk if I'm ready to do that or not......
I mean just when I thought I had somthin fuckin good goin n thought all this kinda bullshit was behind me.....BAM!!!....."here ya go Vega...lets see what u can do w this hand....uve done so well w all the other bullshit hands uve been dealt it got boring for a minute there...had to get u back in the game"....
I mean what the fuck?!?!.....Will I ever pay off all the shit I've done?!?!....is that what this is about?
Thanks man.....yeah she's loaded....I'm lookin foward to the trim bigtime....Looks like she is going to be one frosty bitch....
Keep your head up Vega...better days are comingSo.... I'm movin today. .....
That's abt all I have to say abt that.....
Got wrote up at work yesterday day for bein literally 15mins late ata job I spend 84hours a week @ and never miss never late....that was awesome too...makes me really appreciate my job and above that makes me FEEL appreciated which is way more important. ...
Lifes awesome.....
I don't think I'm allowed a Passport.....ha....or I'd b Ghandi....come to Australia mate, we'll get a house and work together