Weed+Alcohol or other Addictions

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koolhand77

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Steve just checking in man hope things are well. That hundred gram joint was kool. I wish I could be apart of the small in things in life. Fuck life is so god damn boring. Work home work slepp, work home work sleep. same fucking shit every god damn day of my life. I can't even smoke write now to easy the pain of the fucking grind. I just quite chewing tabaco that was a dumb thing to do. jesus nicoitne should be illlegal for the addiction that shit causes. WTF
 
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steveK

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Thanks for checking in Koolhand,sorry to hear life has been such a drag for you. Im doing a bit better this week since I just got 900 records from someone and will probably make about 2Gs form that in about a week,and I have more stuff to check out this week as well. I messed up with booze last night though,since I was down at Union station,which I always find extremely hectic around rush hour,and again I had way too much coffee ,so I thought the only thing that would help me relax was a few beers and theres a liquor store right there. I ended up having maybe 12 tall boy cans and woke up with with a very nasty hangover this morning . Feelin better now,but fuck I was damn sick for a while there. Anyhow I definitely dont want to go though that crap again,so I hope its a lot longer than 3 weeks before I drink again. I quit smoking cigarettes many years ago,I just found that I couldnt breath about halfway through a smoke,so there was no way I could enjoy it anymore. Hope life gets better for you man,check back again! Also if anybody else is struggling with booze or other addictions feel free to post about it. I know I got way off topic for a while there,I hope people understand ,and realize this is something which is still very important to me.
 
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koolhand77

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Hey next time your feeling anxious and I would smoke some weed before I drink. Smoke more than usual and do somthing other than suck down tall boys. man just reading that gave me a headach. do somthing you haven't done for but like go play some video games,or head to a movie. go grab a movie or do somthing out of the ordinary. While really fucking high. or get so high you can't see stragight. thats fun.
 
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steveK

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Thanks for the advice koolhand,but really I was quite high at the time,and had 45 minutes to kill in this insanely hectic train station and then get on a crowded train for about an hour so I really wanted a few beers just to get numb for a while. It worked I guess but I dont think it was worth the hangover I had to go through the next morning.
Anyhow last night I was watching tv around 930 and realized I had a big can of Sapporo left over from the other night,so I figured if I was going to drink it now would be a good time. I was feeling a bit edgy so it helped me relax a bit ,and I was thinking about going to a bar after that but I knew I shouldnt since I was way too tired and I didnt want another friggen hangover so I just fell asleep. I woke up feeling perfectly fine,and am sure I will have a decent day today. The point is that I know Ive gone into a bit of an anti alcohol rant in this thread,but I know there are many people out there who can enjoy a couple drinks or so at a time,with little problem. I sometimes wish I were like that,but last night was the first time in a very long time that I only had 1 can of beer and I dont know how many times I could do that before I started drinking all the time again. Peace http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VT-SFgkVlno
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steveK

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So Ive been drinking beer for the last couple days but not too much so I feel ok most of the time. Anyhow Ive been really busy with work too so thats taking my mind off things and help keeping me from overindulging in substances too much. I feel quite well balanced for a change which is rather unusual for me really and Im kind of getting used to it,and sometimes I just think about all the crazy or extreme things Ive done or said sometimes whether I was drunk or not.
 
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steveK

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just checking in since its been a while, still drinking but doin ok financialy and otherwise ,might be getting laid in about an hour or so and its been a while so I hope it happens, the weather is totally crazy today ,a serious bliazzard but I dont really give a fuck ,life is good
 
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steveK

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Havin a really good Christmas with my parents in very snowy Barrie Ontario. Im goin back home tonight and am lookin forward to smokin a few bowls and havin a couple beers for the long bus ride,since Ive stayed almost straight since Ive been here(I did a couple bowls this morning when my parents went to church) . Thanks koolhand,hope you and everyone else is having a great holiday too.peace
 
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steveK

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Happy New Years everyone. I have to say that I cant stand the new super bright look around here though.
 
OregonMeds

OregonMeds

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You are one of the people who would be best served by quitting all drugs including weed. Period.

But if you truly think weed isn't negtatively affecting your life... If you're holding a job and maintaining healthy relationships and still able to do all the things you ever wanted to do... Then ok.
 
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steveK

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OregonMeds said:
You are one of the people who would be best served by quitting all drugs including weed. Period.

But if you truly think weed isn't negtatively affecting your life... If you're holding a job and maintaining healthy relationships and still able to do all the things you ever wanted to do... Then ok.
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yes I am supporting myself ,and I am doing better than I was when I started this thread ,so WTF ,I love getting high and drinking some beers,happy new years again!
 
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