blakasassin1
Active Member
Same here dude and before i quit i remember smoking a bowl and literaly staring at my wall for 30 minutes.Yeah the sense that nothing in life is "real"? Like everything was just so superficial for a couple of months. I thought I had permanently fried my brain so I looked up similar experiences as mine but couldn't find any since it was still new and mysterious. I got over it though. It took so long that I actually accepted that I was gonna be high forever lol.
I'm not sure if the damage ever left my body though. That kind of scares me. Ever since I smoked spice I feel like my body is a robot and I'm controling it from a third person view. Like a sim or some shit. Freaks me out. It feels like I'm constantly on the edge of tripping balls. Like that feeling you get as you feel the shrooms taking its course. I've looked into it and depressed people feel the same way.. But IDK, I think it's the spice since I only had the third person robotic feel after the first time I smoked spice. Maybe it caused depression. Kind of like how shrooms can be dangerous to mentally unstable people.
before i smoked spice i had no anxiety wat so ever but now i feel like a hypochondriac.
what we were going through is called psychosis-
Psychosis is a loss of contact with reality that usually includes:
- False beliefs about what is taking place or who one is (delusions)
- Seeing or hearing things that aren't there (hallucinations)
ive never had hallucinations or delusions but i lost contact with reality.
never smoking that shit again i just scraped my pipe that has some shit in it and i think im gonna throw it out