When you already tried ecstasy, than it is normal that you feel bored or depressed,
when you are not high.
I was a happy pothead for 2 years before i started to use ecstasy 2-3 times a week.
After that smoking weed was boring. Everytime you are not on pills or something was boring or worse.
Ectsasy is no good drug, it works great the first day, but at the second day it starts to
get useless. Also it is not making high when used with a lot of other substances.
Combined with tobacco, alcohol or opiate it is totally boring compared to a real ecstasy
effect. When you don´t get high anymore of e, may be because of that or you din´t make the necessary break of 2 days before you used another one.
After 3 years of using ecstasy or meth pills ( 30 mg ) 3 times a week,, i was still high like at the first day. The fun stopped immediately when i started to use it more than 1 or 2 days.
I started to use it up to 5 days a week, than i had the same problem like you, it doesn´t work anymore. A pill was like a cigarette at this time. After 1 year i stopped this shit.
After boring years without it, i feel at least much better, healthier and clearer than before.
Some little teas and a bowl of vaped weed or tobacco from time to time feels much better
than at my pill times. It´s like methadon for me, not really what i want, but at least kind of medication.
I think you have to find a replacement for ecstasy or find a way to get high with it again.
Don´t trie the expensive drugs ( when you not already tried it ), because heroin, cocaine and crack are that expensive, that it completely ruins the life of poor people, who have to work for a bit of money.
Some people i know, when they get 200,- euro, they go and get 3 grams of cocaine and make party for 2 days, after that they a poor for the rest of the month. No money for weed, alcohol or even good food.
When i get 200,- euro, i get 15 gramms weed, tobacco and tea for the whole month.
I have weed every day, tea everyday and tobacco everyday.
