I threw a wobbler and said a load of shit in anger but i apologized for this and admitted that i was wrong.
My apologies also go out to lacy if i upset her and anyone else that was upset by my angry outburst.
Being kind and polite does not come naturally to me if i am honest and i have to work on it.
All my anger never went away but i manage it properly now(most of the time
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This is because of the life i have led,previously to my children being born i was a drugged up drunk nutcase who cared about nothing or no one at all.
Anyway i do care now about other peoples feelings and will be sure to try not to get into heated arguments that become nothing but hate and anger festivals were i can vent onto anyone who is near in a paranoid or aggressive manner.