Dislexicmidget2021
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wow jane sounds like a hell of a life u really make me envious.............
My jaw dropped. This is a manWell I caught the biggest fish in Zelda majoras mask when I was younger. I'm sorry for setting the standard so high guys.
Thanks man, just telling it how it is. Mind you I didn't get fully pussywhipped, but it made me get my priorities right. Once I found out she was pregnant, I changed the ways I chose to make money, stopped associating with certain people and found myself a "real job". But that has come full circle so many years later since we had another kid, split up and that has changed me again also, but what do you do? the circle of life lol.That shit was deep my friend. Nicely put. My life long best friend just had a baby about 2 years ago.. and it changed him dramatically. I never hardly get the chance to see the guy or smoke a bowl or two with him because he's got a kid now. But, its just part of life you know? People grow up, start a family, buy their own place, start a career... and so on.
It's different with me though. I'm a down-right freaking loser. But, its really not my fault.. I think most of my personal problems extend from my extremely traumatic head/brain injury that I had when I was a little kid. Around 9 or 10 years old I think.
I've been through more trauma and bad experiences than most.. and I think its made me who I am to this day. I mean, I'm not a TOTAL loser.. but close to it. Hehehehe.. guess its a good thing that I can sit here and laugh at myself.. right? or would that be a bad thing? Eh, either way, it is what it is.
If I could change just one thing that happened in my life, it would be the traumatic head/brain injury. I often find myself thinking about what my life might be like and where I might be right now.. if that accident would have never happened to me. Especially after I smoke.. that's when I really start thinking about my life.
It's been a rough road.. but maybe, just maybe.. there's good things coming my way. That's all I can hope for. That's all anyone in my type of situation could hope for..
peace.
so people's animalist desires top my desire to live in reality? sounds like you've got your priorities all mixed up exactly the way society wants you to. enjoy living with your head up your ass.
Son-of-a-bitch. You know I recently lost my brother. He was my hero. The funniest moment in my life was when we were working outside and I was trying to put a doo-rag on my head but I didn't know how to tie it. He did. He was busy putting it on my head when he stopped for a second.. looked me in the eye and said, "This doesn't mean I'm gay or anything so don't get any ideas." I smacked him in the back of the head so hard he staggered back a few steps.I guess the day my older brother told me it was cool for me to be who I was. I always sought his approval throughout childhood, never got it, did get a lot of ass beatings but physical scars heal. It was a burden lifted and we started smokin weed together. A year later he was dead at 40.
lolmy whole life before I got married and had kids...
I guess the day my older brother told me it was cool for me to be who I was. I always sought his approval throughout childhood, never got it, did get a lot of ass beatings but physical scars heal. It was a burden lifted and we started smokin weed together. A year later he was dead at 40.
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