endogarden
New Member
Wow I was going to say, looks like this thread failed, but upon reaching the second page, my faith was renewed. It is sad to see so many people caught up in materialism, and sadder still to see those freed from it (prevented from indulging in it by circumstance), embrace it upon being able to. I liken it to gay people trying to get married. It's like, you guys & gals were an amazing cornerstone of counter culture on a huge level, but now you are lobbying to be "equal" in order to be subject to the whims of the vile patriarchy, just like everyone else? It's like complaining that you didn't get hit in the face cuz the 3 guys next to you got to get punched. I guess my anaolgy is off topic, but the point was fuck materialism, and externalization in general. I am trying to restore my intuition and my heartspace, which feels very hard from living somewhat unconsciously in the faux reality of "hard work" and "off time rewards". I am learning to work as my reward and to do it in a way that I enjoy, and that produces results that I endorse.
