whitebb2727
Well-Known Member
I didn't have to kill in the military. I have however ben in situations where I had to make the decision to kill. Once for being robbed at gunpoint, once for someone kicking my door in at 3 am and once a guy jumped me and drove me head first in the pavement. That fight was a bad one, I got pinned and was having my head beat into the pavement I was blacking out. I got loose and almost killed the guy. I blacked out mad.It wouldn't be fair to you. Fighting for sport and fighting for survival are completely different motivations and are approached in much different manners; you've never even done the former, let alone the latter. I'd really hate to obliterate that pretty little face of yours, especially when you can't properly defend yourself.
A true fight or flight response is totally different than an arranged sport fight.
All three times something stopped the situation and I didn't have to. It startled me at how calm was when the dude robbed me. I grabbed a screw driver and was going to drill him in the neck. I threw up afterwards.