hi, i'm josh
goin through some rough bumps in life, kinda always have. but, it is these very bumps that have led to some very different thinking.
From childhood we question authority (argue with the structure offered by our parents). It is our duty to question these small rules and, consequently, discover the outcome.
This natural thought process should occur in our sub-conscience. so, it begs the question why do we grow pot, knowing full well some of the consequnces of our actions. there is the obvious answer, financial gain. Which is where most of the schwagg and commercial stuff comes from. Then you have the world class strains. The stuff dreams are made of. It is my theory that the men and women that grow these plants are not in it for the money so much as they are seeking something missing from there own lives.
I'm just getting started on my grow, i have built the box, supplies on order, some clones of hashplant lined up, should be good. The reasons why i wanna start are many. the financial gain is small, and just a bonus.
My childhood lacked structure, discipline,order. as such I have found it difficult fitting to rules of the society that has failed me and stole my childhood(being native american didn't help). I believe that if my parents had been given some oppotunities as opposed to being restricted to reserves and residential schools, or subject to racism and unacceptability. That they could have flourished and become successful. Instead, they struggle for survival, one a alcoholic, the other a recovering drug addict.
Now I have to find a way to make sense of all this. and I have found something that remains true in the face of alll this, Marijuana.
To be continued...
goin through some rough bumps in life, kinda always have. but, it is these very bumps that have led to some very different thinking.
From childhood we question authority (argue with the structure offered by our parents). It is our duty to question these small rules and, consequently, discover the outcome.
This natural thought process should occur in our sub-conscience. so, it begs the question why do we grow pot, knowing full well some of the consequnces of our actions. there is the obvious answer, financial gain. Which is where most of the schwagg and commercial stuff comes from. Then you have the world class strains. The stuff dreams are made of. It is my theory that the men and women that grow these plants are not in it for the money so much as they are seeking something missing from there own lives.
I'm just getting started on my grow, i have built the box, supplies on order, some clones of hashplant lined up, should be good. The reasons why i wanna start are many. the financial gain is small, and just a bonus.
My childhood lacked structure, discipline,order. as such I have found it difficult fitting to rules of the society that has failed me and stole my childhood(being native american didn't help). I believe that if my parents had been given some oppotunities as opposed to being restricted to reserves and residential schools, or subject to racism and unacceptability. That they could have flourished and become successful. Instead, they struggle for survival, one a alcoholic, the other a recovering drug addict.
Now I have to find a way to make sense of all this. and I have found something that remains true in the face of alll this, Marijuana.
To be continued...