Wow so depressed right now my wait for card is so long.

lostkeys said:

Depends on the policy but yes mine has a small option like that I would get the amount I paid in which really isn't much.
I have a 18 year old son though and my policy goes 50% to him and 50% to ex if I move I will change it all to him and she can screw off lol.

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Thats not quite the same thing, thats cashing in your policy.

There used to be these companies that would kind of buy your policy from you if you made them the full beneficially. They gave you more then the cash value but not close to the face value, like 30--40% of it.

Since you have a son thou, I would not mess around with that. They won't give you close to what it be worth later on.

tip top toker said:

Im not that kind of age, but i am as far out of the scene as it comes. Never stops me though. I just walk to a park, look for the obvious froup of stoners, and out front ask if they know anywhere to get a smoke. I've often been asked if im undercover etc, i dont dress like a stereotype stoner, overcoat, jacket, shirt, leather shoes etc, but i always ended up with weed. I just cant agree with you. Of the medical issues are that severe then you will find a way to obtain weed, be it asking strangers or reaching out to friends and even family. There is always a way to obtain a smoke.

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I have multiple health issues not just leukemia I have IBS, insomnia, chronic bone and joint pain, Huge anxiety problems which make everything worse, I am 6ft and 150lbs I used to weigh 200 and I am terminal so each day I get worse not better.
I am sure you are right and its not impossible but it is beyond what I can do at this point.
And I live in the boonies its not like there Is a park or hang out place kids go drive their trucks out In the desert and party.

At this point I will wait for my card and hope to make some contacts through this board possibly that's the best option for me.
And maybe its hard for you to believe oh someone is too sick just to go sit in the park or hangout somewhere but that is where I am at I waiting for my bloodwork to bomb which it is slowly then my next step is hospice that is where I stand in life.

Not trying to fight just telling what is up with me.

Sorry to make this a bummer thread just looking for options and help and I do appreciate everyones input.

And if its Vegas I will figure it out maybe can buy enough to get me through until the northern disp opening hopefully and just make one trip there.

if your 40? then that's best age to get good shit. you don't want the kiddie dealers with the Mexican garbage at too high of prices.. you live in a medical state, get off your butt and get some.. it aint that hard.

tokingtiger said:

if your 40? then that's best age to get good shit. you don't want the kiddie dealers with the Mexican garbage at too high of prices.. you live in a medical state, get off your butt and get some.. it aint that hard.

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I do the issue is they had no dispenseries to sell the stuff and just started the program and they open in December 2015 so unless you got a hookup which I don't there is no one I know who does.
Now Vegas has some so that's where I will head as soon as my card comes in I turned it all in sept 1st as soon as I learned they had a doctor up north for referrals.

The older I got, the harder it was to hook up. Some young adults won't even look at U and I've been totally ignored by others. Last winter this young gal--early 20's was walking in a parking lot wearing a mini skirt (i did not know at the time it was the New Balance shoe store uniform the gals wore to work) Well anyways she went into Kroger where I was going into and I asked her, aren't U cold, she just blew me off like I wasn't there....I didn't care, she still could have wore a long coat, it was still winter and pretty darn cold outside..what was I to do, get all embarrassed and not speak to her, screw that, lol..she stick out, so I said something--got me nowhere but....

Some young adults are still OK with older people, its just not all of them, the older U get, the less they want to do anything with U it seems like