EDIT: Well, you just said you can deal with it now you know what's going on, so it's all good
You're welcome, biscuit but do use your common sense...I don't smoke if I don't know what it is as a general rule but you
did say this as when you were young.
I'm not trying to bash you but I'm just being frank because others are currently making fun of you because we have seen it time and time again: 'I smoked weed and I feel like I'm dying, what's wrong with me?' and
Hundreds of identical threads saying the same thing. If you do not like it, do not smoke it, or at least find the strains that work for you, as you would do with pharmaceuticals. If you feel weird, do not panic because you know you just ingested drugs and that is the reason for your change of state, so don't freak out.
Lastly (I am trying not to sound patronizing because I am young) if you make the conscious decision to smoke weed or take any drug, it makes sense to do a little research into what it is, effects on the body, where it comes from and so on. The plant means so much more to ME at least than 'just a way to get high'.
I commend you on curbing the alcohol consumption; I know too many people in hospital with liver damage and my grandfather had a stroke during a drinking binge. Meh.
Good luck with working out your problem and with your grow. Once again, I'm not trying to be mean, just informing you of the facepalming some are giving now. Don't worry, I take people at their word when they're actually taking the piss out of me, too. It's not always the nicest thing, but come on, you can see where they're coming from at least some of the time...
Take it easy
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