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smokermore

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Anywho, how old are you OP...why is she the love of your life?
I'm early 30's. We've been together so long. Many ups and downs. I just feel like I will always love her.

I know I probably sound like a winey teenager, but honestly I've only been in two relationships my whole life, and I guess I feel like a winey teenager. It hurts pretty bad.
 

smokermore

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So did you focus on trannies after you broke up so you wouldn't be "cheating"?
Dude the tranny incident was beyond random, at first. And I think what pushed me over that edge was I had recently found out she was already in another relationship, that and I just did meth for the first time is 15 years.
But actually I'm pretty sure that's where the root to all our problems began was a porn addiction. I know she knew about it, but I could never muster up the courage to say, baby I got an addiction to gay porn... I think she tried to bring it up once, and I almost went into a panack attack, so she changed the subject. Never got close to being brought up again. But things were just so uncomfortable. I became extremely homophobic. I just somehow let everything go to shit..
 

Shroominnm

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Hahahahahahahahaha as soon as you said the hooker from the other thread I knew you were the tranny hooker fucker meth guy hahaha

stay smokin'
 

curious2garden

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Love of his life, shitty dick tranny sex, gay porn addiction, and meff
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ikr, can it get any better, ahh riu delivers

Dude, just some friendly advice: you are confused and need to figure out what you want, can deal with and how much effort you can give to a relationship; before you jump into something. Seriously, don't ask us here for relationship help; this is a shark tank and you'll be lunch
LOL Shark tank!
 

OldMedUser

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Dude the tranny incident was beyond random, at first. And I think what pushed me over that edge was I had recently found out she was already in another relationship, that and I just did meth for the first time is 15 years.
But actually I'm pretty sure that's where the root to all our problems began was a porn addiction. I know she knew about it, but I could never muster up the courage to say, baby I got an addiction to gay porn... I think she tried to bring it up once, and I almost went into a panack attack, so she changed the subject. Never got close to being brought up again. But things were just so uncomfortable. I became extremely homophobic. I just somehow let everything go to shit..
Totally fucked up is what is happening here. I've bedded a few hundred women in my life and lived with a dozen. My currant spouse and I have been together for 17 years because we "fit". She went through menopause a few years back and won't let me screw her anymore but will blow me if I ask so I'm not happy but not going to leave her right now.

Let that cunt go. Life is too short too spend any time or thought on someone not in sync with you. I'm 62 and looking for physical love elsewhere myself.

:peace:
 

smokermore

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If she really is the love of your life, and you don't have anything keeping you wherever you are, then you better pack your suitcase bro.

Yolo style bro
Ugh, Thank you sir. That's what I was kind of hoping the direction this thread would go to. It seems pretty obvious now that it's way too late to try any of that. She must've made up her mind about moving to Taiwan long ago. And I don't want to be that weird crazy ex-boyfriend.
This past year I've stayed extra high, and I guess have kind of put all of this on pause, and she's been moving forward. In the back of my mind I've kind of been expecting her to eventually come back home. But now it seems crystal clear, that we really are done. I'm sure this will help me realize I need to move on and start a new life. Thanks again bro.
 

smokermore

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Totally fucked up is what is happening here. I've bedded a few hundred women in my life and lived with a dozen. My currant spouse and I have been together for 17 years because we "fit". She went through menopause a few years back and won't let me screw her anymore but will blow me if I ask so I'm not happy but not going to leave her right now.

Let that cunt go. Life is too short too spend any time or thought on someone not in sync with you. I'm 62 and looking for physical love elsewhere myself.

:peace:
I appreciate your sincere response. It gives me hope. Sounds like you got quite a bit of experience under your belt, I can't imagine lol. I hope things better with u and your spouse.
 
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