I never leave, I just take vacations. Free sample club is my advice, you do have to pay for shipping, I'd take a loan out. Megacrop is the way to go, but they are waiting on new formula I believe before anymore samples. Get em when they come out. Buy it when the sample runs out. Auroura Innovations has free samples grow and flower, and accessories, but pay for shipping. Urb and Fish Shit both, same way. Make your own Sweet with a recipe found on this site, I have it bookmarked. $8 each, more or less plus jar blackstrap and couple dollars wally world epsom salts. Get a friend to help out and do it too, double up, and you wouldn't need nutes or such for a minute or two. JMHO