yeah its official, my journal sucks now. my two other
giant durbans are looking like males, if I dont see hairs tomorrow they're gettin' yanked(im pretty much sure they are males, just in denial)
Its insane how dramatically smaller my lil garden has gotten now...2 monsters and 2 small ones...im sad. Im pretty unlucky...I grew like 5 durbans, and they were all male, and 3 of them took this long to show, I put them in big ass holes with expenisve ass FFOF, I put a shitload of effort and money into these big ass plants, now im killing them...ughhh it really is a shame, if they would of been females then I would be looking at like 5 more pounds, now my total yield will prolly be like 2-3 pounds...fuck! just venting right now..I feel like my journal aint shit now
anyways, I guess its a live and learn situation, and I learned not to put plants in the ground before they're sexed...shit I might not ever use normal seeds again, seems almost worth it to drop the extra $ for fem seeds, even if you might get a hermi in the batch lol anyways I'll finish out this journal, and im still pleased, I just feel like I put way too much effort into those damn males...I wont have any durban poison to smoke either! oh well I got some kick ass indicas still...
all ive been thinking about now is next year...next year i'll be back better than ever, my whole yard will be filled, next year im going for 16 monsters...and you all can hold me to it lol but for now...all I can do is learn from my mistakes and keep feeding my 4 girls I have left...plus it makes me happy to know that I grew them that healthy and big even though they were males, makes me more confident for next year...