Crack Cocaine- Broke, Cant Relax, Paranoia Distorts My Mind, I NEED SOME MORE...?

[NorthofEngland]

On more than a few occasions I have started to smoke a rock, with the genuine intention of using £20 or £40 worth, as a special treat, but not going crazy on it. Then the 'compulsion' has taken over and I've wiped out my savings in a 3 day orgy of nihilistic self destruction that defies logic.
You see I don't even particularly enjoy how it makes me feel.
It makes me jittery and nervous, paranoid and unable to find interest in ANY other thing apart from smoking more rock,,,,?
"I'm not enjoying this but I cannot wait to do a little more".
If it was a substance that I found truly pleasurable (as I find the feelings created by powerful opioids) I could understand the damage to my health and finances being pushed to one side, but cocaine doesn't even feel nice
It just causes a powerfully intense compulsion to keep smoking until you positively absolutely can no longer get any more.

A feeling of panic comes over me when the last pipe has been smoked.
The carpet is scrutinised for any possible crumb or flake that may have been dropped
(this often leads to everything from breadcrumbs to dandruff being smoked before the inevitable utter failure is accepted).

I have often thought that if cocaine could be bought in corner shops, for the price of sugar, less people would use it to get high than do now.
The criminality of the substance and, by extension, it's extremely high price have given it a reputation that it really doesn't deserve.
A controversial and elite image help cocaine to seduce each new generation into making the same mistakes.
It lacks the image of AIDS and discarded needles in filthy public toilets that scares away potential Heroin first timers
and, instead, as a Hollywood glamour and fashionable rebel type of image.

No advertising campaign could have made cocaine seem so sexy.
The repeated attempts to discourage it's use have had the opposite effect
and the DEA (amongst others) have raised the image of cocaine up to the VERSACE of drugs
the ARMANI of narcotics.
It is also used as a status symbol in some circles.
More than expensive cars or designer suits
nothing says 'SUCCESS' like chopping long fat lines with a platinum card
then passing around the 'white gold' with a carefree abandon.

 

[spandy]

Most people are smart enough to leave it completely the fuck alone regardless what either side was or is still saying about it.

Put blame where it is deserved by remembering who the dumbass was that willingly smoked that rock.

 

[NorthofEngland]

Most people are smart enough to leave it completely the fuck alone regardless what either side was or is still saying about it.

Put blame where it is deserved by remembering who the dumbass was that willingly smoked that rock.

I am amazed to discover that you do not possess an enquiring mind....
That's the same logic that kept most people away from trying cannabis or any prohibited substance in the history of mankind.

Did you grow up with parents who smoked pot and encouraged you to do so?
Peer pressure or parental guidance are the only reasons I can think of someone with your complete lack of intellectual curiosity even trying it.
I know this argument is completely lost on you
I absolutely understand you will not be familiar with the duality of man concept
but I had to try.

And, you'll really not get this,
But I'll be a dumbass again and try other things for myself.

As a class A sheeple you'll never relate.

And BLAME???
Where was there an attempt to cast blame?

I asked what made the substance work in the way it did.

I know you cannot understand the more abstract arguments
but try to keep up with basic sentences.

 

[Saerimmner]

Most people are smart enough to leave it completely the fuck alone regardless what either side was or is still saying about it.

Put blame where it is deserved by remembering who the dumbass was that willingly smoked that rock.

+Rep...............

 

[spandy]

Oh no, I did have an inquiring mind when I first started looking at drugs. And as a young teenager, it was completely obvious that pot and mushrooms were all I was ever gonna touch simply because the risk factors for all other recreational drugs was not worth getting high. Parents were non drinkers non drug using church goers. Pot was evil to them at that tile and I still saw through their ignorance. But was still smart enough to know where to draw the line.

You drained your savings in a weekend? Damn killer, how many people were you partying with? And where are they now that you are broke?

 

[chewberto]

Cocaine! It's a helluva drug!
I remember my first crack rock!
And if you spent your savings in 3 days? You are way too broke to become a crack head! But good luck

 

[chewberto]

Oh, and finally "one star!"

 

[OddBall1st]

Spandy is giving you a reality check. Your education level didn`t support your actions. Everybody fucks up guy. If your inquiring mind wanted to know how curiosity killed the cat, you failed to see the death that awaits during the attempt. All equals dumbass.


You should have smoked a happy little tree !i

 

[mr sunshine]

The truth is some people can't handle drug's.... u are weak minded u have no willpower!

 

[chewberto]

The truth is some people can't handle drug's.... u are weak minded u have no willpower!

Where's will? He has powder?

 

[bendoverbilly]

On more than a few occasions I have started to smoke a rock, with the genuine intention of using £20 or £40 worth, as a special treat, but not going crazy on it. Then the 'compulsion' has taken over and I've wiped out my savings in a 3 day orgy of nihilistic self destruction that defies logic.
You see I don't even particularly enjoy how it makes me feel.
It makes me jittery and nervous, paranoid and unable to find interest in ANY other thing apart from smoking more rock,,,,?
"I'm not enjoying this but I cannot wait to do a little more".
If it was a substance that I found truly pleasurable (as I find the feelings created by powerful opioids) I could understand the damage to my health and finances being pushed to one side, but cocaine doesn't even feel nice
It just causes a powerfully intense compulsion to keep smoking until you positively absolutely can no longer get any more.

A feeling of panic comes over me when the last pipe has been smoked.
The carpet is scrutinised for any possible crumb or flake that may have been dropped
(this often leads to everything from breadcrumbs to dandruff being smoked before the inevitable utter failure is accepted).

I have often thought that if cocaine could be bought in corner shops, for the price of sugar, less people would use it to get high than do now.
The criminality of the substance and, by extension, it's extremely high price have given it a reputation that it really doesn't deserve.
A controversial and elite image help cocaine to seduce each new generation into making the same mistakes.
It lacks the image of AIDS and discarded needles in filthy public toilets that scares away potential Heroin first timers
and, instead, as a Hollywood glamour and fashionable rebel type of image.

No advertising campaign could have made cocaine seem so sexy.
The repeated attempts to discourage it's use have had the opposite effect
and the DEA (amongst others) have raised the image of cocaine up to the VERSACE of drugs
the ARMANI of narcotics.
It is also used as a status symbol in some circles.
More than expensive cars or designer suits
nothing says 'SUCCESS' like chopping long fat lines with a platinum card
then passing around the 'white gold' with a carefree abandon.

Is there a point to you trying to glamorize cocaine or crack. People like you give pot smokers a bad name when you talk your bullshit like that on this forum. Go to some addict site and discuss it there. If you think passing around the white gold is a sign of success then your in worse shape than you let on.

 

[Wilksey]

The truth is some people can't handle drug's.... u are weak minded u have no willpower!

Nah, it's chemistry man.

Coca based drugs and opiates fuck with your body chemistry and make it dependent on those drugs, and while I'm sure the dependency susceptibility varies with each individual, once your body is hooked, you're basically fooked.

Get some medical help and get off of that shit dude.

 

[lahadaextranjera]

Well that explains it! You're a full blown crack head. Love the way you still try to convince yourself that crack cocaine is just cocaine. Searching the carpets !!?? FFS?! You need to fix up sharpish or you'll be in a really bad way.

 

[Jimmyjonestoo]

The truth is some people can't handle drug's.... u are weak minded u have no willpower!

Been saying this for years.

 

[theexpress]

On more than a few occasions I have started to smoke a rock, with the genuine intention of using £20 or £40 worth, as a special treat, but not going crazy on it. Then the 'compulsion' has taken over and I've wiped out my savings in a 3 day orgy of nihilistic self destruction that defies logic.
You see I don't even particularly enjoy how it makes me feel.
It makes me jittery and nervous, paranoid and unable to find interest in ANY other thing apart from smoking more rock,,,,?
"I'm not enjoying this but I cannot wait to do a little more".
If it was a substance that I found truly pleasurable (as I find the feelings created by powerful opioids) I could understand the damage to my health and finances being pushed to one side, but cocaine doesn't even feel nice
It just causes a powerfully intense compulsion to keep smoking until you positively absolutely can no longer get any more.

A feeling of panic comes over me when the last pipe has been smoked.
The carpet is scrutinised for any possible crumb or flake that may have been dropped
(this often leads to everything from breadcrumbs to dandruff being smoked before the inevitable utter failure is accepted).

I have often thought that if cocaine could be bought in corner shops, for the price of sugar, less people would use it to get high than do now.
The criminality of the substance and, by extension, it's extremely high price have given it a reputation that it really doesn't deserve.
A controversial and elite image help cocaine to seduce each new generation into making the same mistakes.
It lacks the image of AIDS and discarded needles in filthy public toilets that scares away potential Heroin first timers
and, instead, as a Hollywood glamour and fashionable rebel type of image.

No advertising campaign could have made cocaine seem so sexy.
The repeated attempts to discourage it's use have had the opposite effect
and the DEA (amongst others) have raised the image of cocaine up to the VERSACE of drugs
the ARMANI of narcotics.
It is also used as a status symbol in some circles.
More than expensive cars or designer suits
nothing says 'SUCCESS' like chopping long fat lines with a platinum card
then passing around the 'white gold' with a carefree abandon.

ohhh your a basehead.......

 

[racerboy71]

damn, such a judgemental crowd, especially considering most everyone here smokes an illegal drug ffs...

north of england, you should come on over to the Hallucinatory Substances section of the site, that's where most of the more open minded folk tend to hang out..

 

[theexpress]

damn, such a judgemental crowd, especially considering most everyone here smokes an illegal drug ffs...

north of england, you should come on over to the Hallucinatory Substances section of the site, that's where most of the more open minded folk tend to hang out..

I hate smoking rocks with racerboy.... mother fucker always smokes the chore boy trying to get that last resin hit

 

[redeyedfrog]

Yes I'm a crackhead too and I can relate to everything he said, when I said I'm a crackhead
thats 20 years ago and I had no idea it would grab me the way it did.
i lost everything did the carpet thing too. Man it's a baaad baaad insidious
drug that will ruin your life, ruin your family, job, everything!
dont try it again, I tried it again 10 years ago for fun and same shit so I know
once yer hooked your gone, I stopped myself that night but will never try it again.
man that drug is pure evil and death. Anyone reading this thread and contemplating
using it just remember this outta the 5 of my friends that I did this with 3 are dead and
the other 2 are in prison, I'm the lucky one. Stay away from cocaine period! Nuff said!

 

[OddBall1st]

Difference is, we know what to stay away from. That`s the education part of it.

 

[kinetic]

You guys are a bunch of morons. Really. heroin, pcp, crack cocaine, bath salts and any other drug they come up with should immediately be made legal. There should be no consequence of use and Wal-Mart should start selling all of them. Imagine what an awesome time we will have as meth is readily available for all to consume. Crack is a great drug with no victims. It's use is casual and fun. Just like heroin it's only victim is the user.