Contemplating violence? You took a knife with you to murder someone. Your posts speak volumes about your lack of humanity.
QUOTE="BigNBushy, post: 9953311, member: 613618"] one night I took a hunting knife into his house with me, with the intent to kill him and take his money and drugs. There I stood, behind him while he sat in his chair, back turned to me. I had my knife in my pocket, hand on the handle. I was just a few nerve impulses and 2 seconds away from plunging a 5 inch blade into his neck. I was no more than 30 seconds away from committing murder.
As to me and my intellect, what the fuck do you know about it? I am not the one constantly bloviating about how smart my race is. That's you!
Folks like me make up 80% of the prison population?
I am a decorated veteran, with multiple college degrees.
You are, by your own admission, a
JUNKIE AND A THIEF.
If we went to any prison in the country, you would have infinitely more in common, with the average inmate, than I would.
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How can you call it anything more than contemplating violence when I never acted violently, and only thought about it. There was some preparation, but preparation flows from contemplation and does not reach the level of action, does it?
I was an honors student in high school, regularly made deans list in college, and got accepted into a law school. I was almost 28 years old before I ever did any hard drugs, and quit them before age 30. Yes I stole things and did drugs, these weren't lifelong behavior patterns. Not that I'm saying they were wright, I am certainly not proud that I did them, and I cannot say with certainty that I will never use again, no recovering addict can, but I recognized the problem with my ways, and took steps to remedy them, which is more than most people can say. And in fact it is more than you can say. There is a big big problem with black America. We all know why I say it exists, you say it is there for other reasons. Why don't you try doing something about it instead of getting mad at me for pointing out when we all know it is there. Do something besides blame someone else for a change?
As for yourself, I genuinely thank you for your service to this nation. You seem alright. I do not know why you feel the need to verbally attack me wherever I go around here and miss characterize the things I say. If you put your personal feelings aside and actually read what I write for content, you would realize how wrong you are when you characterize my writings.
You say I go around saying how smart my race is. I do not. I have said, when I address the issue of Caucasian intelligence, we are about middle of the road. You choose to ignore this fact for some reason. Asians are considerably smarter on IQ average, and Jews smarter still.
You and I would probably have more in common with each other, in prison, than either of us would with the vast majority of the inmates. If what you say is true, you might be the one out of six African Americans who has an IQ above that of the average white persons. So, congratulations on being exceptional in your world, it makes you normal in mine. Those are statistical facts, not subject to your or my opinion. Facts cannot be offensive, fore they are what they are. The average IQ among white Americans is 100, only one in six black Americans have an IQ at or above that level. I didn't make that up, and I didn't design black people, so don't blame me.