We're all a little crazy.
Some of us alot.
Sometimes a shrink or whatever is good, sometimes confessing is good enough..
Why i stay subbed to this thread.
Many people have contemplated suicide, nothing to be ashamed of. Some even do without having the courage to recognize, going up in a cloud of cocaine and xanax.
That was me.
Seeing death and destruction. To not just revel but take pride and boast in evil. Living seperate lives but unable to separate consciousness, to separate the conscience.
For me. My past, my actions, my friends are what haunt me. To fall back into that darkness filled with anguish and guilt means to take pleasure even take part in the lifestyle that plagued me. I cant heal during the day and kill at night. Not with my sanity intact.
I dont know what caused you to feel that way, i hope your better
