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Today I was arrested. I watched as my plant was pulled from it's pot and stuck into an evidence bag, 4 weeks from finish. I'm extremely gutted however thankful I probably wont be appearing in court/jail. Cannabis laws in the UK are some of the dumbest things ever, I was growing a single plant, I mean, come on. Anyway, for the time being (unless it's made legal) my journey stops. It was fun and I enjoyed it but I can't risk jail.

Thanks a lot for all your help,

Out.
 
you should watch benfit street (tv show uk) girl on there showed her face and grow and said I care how many times I get raided I will keep on growing.
If they can't prove you selling they will just take all the equipment/plants and keep warnning to stop growing or face prison.
you have nothing to worry about :)
 
jacksthc said:
you should watch benfit street (tv show uk) girl on there showed her face and grow and said I care how many times I get raided I will keep on growing.
If they can't prove you selling they will just take all the equipment/plants and keep warnning to stop growing or face prison.
you have nothing to worry about :)
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Haha that's cool. This was my first grow; I don't actually smoke weed that much, mainly because I don't have the money for it but I wanted to try growing some for personal use as I suffer sever social anxiety, like really bad. It sucks. I struggle to make/maintain conversations with other guys in person, let alone women. I've tried anti-depressants, they don't work, I dread to think how bad they are for one too.
 
4am sessions said:
Haha that's cool. This was my first grow; I don't actually smoke weed that much, mainly because I don't have the money for it but I wanted to try growing some for personal use as I suffer sever social anxiety, like really bad. It sucks. I struggle to make/maintain conversations with other guys in person, let alone women. I've tried anti-depressants, they don't work, I dread to think how bad they are for one too.
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Go to counseling and work on your self confidence. The anxiety only exists in your head, nobody is judging you or gives a fuck about shit because they have their own shit going on. hope that helps. just don't be a pussy, like I said nobody gives two shits so it's all in your imagination.
 
4am sessions said:
Haha that's cool. This was my first grow; I don't actually smoke weed that much, mainly because I don't have the money for it but I wanted to try growing some for personal use as I suffer sever social anxiety, like really bad. It sucks. I struggle to make/maintain conversations with other guys in person, let alone women. I've tried anti-depressants, they don't work, I dread to think how bad they are for one too.
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If you can't afford weed, the first investment you should make is a vaporizer. As a daily smoker, it takes me at least three months to go through 1/2 oz, which here in Central Oregon costs ~ $80 (it became legal to grow up to 4 plants here as of this July). It would probably take less than a month to burn through that with a joint/pipe.
 
Sorry to hear.

The mind and the way it works can be a formidable opponent. It's easier said than done @abe supercro . @4am sessions , abe is right though. As I said, I have anxiety and self checking can and does help. The key is to find what causes the anxiety and work on that. Like social anxiety. I don't have that, but is it the social anxiety (probably not) or is it the dynamics of the socializing as abe eluded to with thinking people are analyzing and judging you etc... A huge help in this regard is not caring about those things. That does come from confidence. Knowing that if people don't accept you as you are then fuck em and move on. No one needs people like that in their lives to begin with. I don't know your exact issues, but believe me, these things help.

Imagine how crippling it could be if one were to care what they thought everyone thought about them, and then tried to live to please all of those people based upon what they think those people think of them whether they say it or not. It would be like a prison. I used to be somewhat like that because of the way I was raised. But I learned that I had to live for myself instead of others. That doesn't mean I don't care about some people and what some people think, it just means I only care what the people that care about me think sometimes.

Have you told your mother that cannabis helps with your social anxiety? Maybe that would help her accept it. Or have a discussion about the liver destroying alternatives like pills and alcohol. And believe me alcohol works for anxiety. I relied too heavily on THAT medicine for awhile. While I still drink, it is vastly less, and I take no meds for anxiety. It is a lot of self checking like abe suggested. As I said, the mind is a tough opponent and is my worst enemy at times. But it's an opponent you can beat, you just have to train for that fight so to speak.
 
abe supercro said:
Go to counseling and work on your self confidence. The anxiety only exists in your head, nobody is judging you or gives a fuck about shit because they have their own shit going on. hope that helps. just don't be a pussy, like I said nobody gives two shits so it's all in your imagination.
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I disagree that people aren't judging. We are people that's what we do. The key, is to not care what they think. Everyone internally judges everyone else. It's human nature.
 
I have to agree with abe man. I had terrible anxiety for about a year, my friends used to call it fanny fright cos I couldn't talk to women. In the end I felt worse about not being able to speak to girls than the anxiety made me feel. So I litterally had to bully myself into it I felt sick, adrenaline going mad. It was like libido part of my brain just totally overpowered the anxious parts, I felt like someone else was in charge. I just had to man up to it if I wanted birds lol.

Keep testing urself with a diferent situation every day, further from ur comfort zone each time. Smile At a woman ur walking past in the street. Just don't give up bro ul get there.

As for ur plants... Bummer. Lesson learned. In this case mum wasn't the word. Get urself on the list for a council flat or persuade ur mam to help u with the deposit towards a private flat however I think shel be less than generous after u got her house raided lol .
 
DesertGrow89 said:
If you can't afford weed, the first investment you should make is a vaporizer. As a daily smoker, it takes me at least three months to go through 1/2 oz, which here in Central Oregon costs ~ $80 (it became legal to grow up to 4 plants here as of this July). It would probably take less than a month to burn through that with a joint/pipe.
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Are you SERIOUS???????? That sounds awesome!!!!!!!!!!!
 
newbuddy said:
Are you SERIOUS???????? That sounds awesome!!!!!!!!!!!
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I'll back that one and give a tip to make it last longer. I vaporize my herb one or two times then grind to powder. Then it gets packed into large caplets. Twelve to fifteen with yogurt gives a 10 to 12 hour medication period.
DO NOT DRIVE on that amount of medication! One can always take only 6 caplets for a much milder ride.
 
4am sessions said:
Haha that's cool. This was my first grow; I don't actually smoke weed that much, mainly because I don't have the money for it but I wanted to try growing some for personal use as I suffer sever social anxiety, like really bad. It sucks. I struggle to make/maintain conversations with other guys in person, let alone women. I've tried anti-depressants, they don't work, I dread to think how bad they are for one too.
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Been down a long road of recovery from a car accident that gave me TBI, then developed PTSD with tons of anxiety, agoraphobia, etc. On a low dose of anti-anxiety mixed with lots of herb. I'm doing great now - I drive to LA, San Diego. Went to a Modest Mouse concert in LA... Hang in there man!
 
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