Ego death

[DaSprout]

Someone who doesn't know that they are high could suffer long term mental anguish. This isn't a game. Be careful or someone might just decide you deserve to be played. If you can't respect a person's mental state then perhaps you are not really ready to understand what you are wishing to.

A guide never puts the student in harms way, including the students mind. If you want to help someone. Try relating to them first.

You're right Vik. I had a friend leave our pack and to start hanging out with "tough types". Mind/heartless ones. They invited him to a party. Put alot of acid in his drink. And used him as their own personal jester.
He ended up in a mental institution for several months. I don't know if those bastards were ever prosecuted for it. I believe that two were. IDK. He never was able to fully trust people afterwards. Multiple failed marriages.
The thing is that. When we were our own crew together. We tripped several times. And were good. We were like a brotherhood. He was even in a healthy relationship with one of our little "sisters".
Then he started to chill with the wrong crowd...

 

[Vikerus Forrest]

You're right Vik. I had a friend leave our pack and to start hanging out with "tough types". Mind/heartless ones. They invited him to a party. Put alot of acid in his drink. And used him as their own personal jester.
He ended up in a mental institution for several months. I don't know if those bastards were ever prosecuted for it. I believe that two were. IDK. He never was able to fully trust people afterwards. Multiple failed marriages.
The thing is that. When we were our own crew together. We tripped several times. And were good. We were like a brotherhood. He was even in a healthy relationship with one of our little "sisters".
Then he started to chill with the wrong crowd...

Really sorry to hear someone you knew had to live through that. I've been trespassed against many times. Most every time I was aware before hand and during. It goes to show how valuable people who care for you really are, and how valuable you might be to someone else. It's best to leave those kind (heartless/disconnected) by the road and to continue on. If you'll pardon the analogy.

 

[NebulousPLM]

Just smoked my first bowl of my first crop ever, and decided to pay RIU a visit.. Decided I'd go into a spot I've never been, and I'm definitely not disappointed.

I've experienced somewhat of an ego death on DMT. A few months ago, I had like $100 worth of DMT and tripped for like 9 days straight with like 9 different people, introducing them to what it was, then letting them try it. Though I always made it a point not to break all the way through (to be honest, im quite scared to go that deep in), I would sometimes get dangerously close. The only way I can explain it is being detached from my human-self. I'm sure you've heard that were all spirits having a human experience one thousand different times, but that quote had never felt so relevant. Our minds try to quantize things to make sense of them (color, direction, etc), but the spirit doesn't care much about this, so when I would de-tach, it felt like I was falling through space. Up wasn't up. Down wasn't down. There would be no sense of direction. No sense of location. No sense of time. It's just really confusing. And the more I would try to think about it, the more I couldn't, until i would give up and fall into space... Which really felt like I would just fall through myself.

I don't know.. I had a lot of different trips those 9 days but when I would get really close to breaking through, that's what I would experience.

 

[Vikerus Forrest]

...I'm sure you've heard that were all spirits having a human experience one thousand different times, but that quote had never felt so relevant. Our minds try to quantize things to make sense of them (color, direction, etc), but the spirit doesn't care much about this, so when I would de-tach, it felt like I was falling through space. Up wasn't up. Down wasn't down. There would be no sense of direction. No sense of location. No sense of time...

Loved that feeling my first time on mushrooms. No more reason or definition for the world around you, just the wonder of experiencing it.
Cheers!

 

[tucker19]

you guys having some awesome Tripp..dont think I'd go quite that deep yet as just only a year into shrooms but definitely like to be tripping balls . I took 50 fresh Libs at a good size and didn't get much other than what id call Level 1,I had 3g dried then another 4g dried on top of that on wed with same affect..just a tolerance thing maybe?

 

[DaSprout]

you guys having some awesome Tripp..dont think I'd go quite that deep yet as just only a year into shrooms but definitely like to be tripping balls . I took 50 fresh Libs at a good size and didn't get much other than what id call Level 1,I had 3g dried then another 4g dried on top of that on wed with same affect..just a tolerance thing maybe?

Try to go above 5g. Also could be how they were raised.

 

[tucker19]

Try to go above 5g. Also could be how they were raised.

friend thanks for the advice.. Its been frozen ones or to days here now where I am does that infact mean they have stopped growing?

 

[mikek420]

I'm tripping LSD at work lmao this time was super weird tho...
1.5 hits (what was left from Tuesday) and its now Sunday. Tuesdays trip seemed super mundane and almost boring but today its like holy shit man I'm on LSD! I really don't see why its affecting me so hard but this seems like one of those days I should have not taken drugs at work lol
I am getting a really good sense of my direction and a sense of self, selfworth, and where to take it, but at the same time I'm seeing myself struggling to keep up at work, like I'm occupying both places at once and not doing a good job with either, but when I sit back and refocus the task at hand seems superfluid and easy

 

[DaSprout]

I'm tripping LSD at work lmao this time was super weird tho...
1.5 hits (what was left from Tuesday) and its now Sunday. Tuesdays trip seemed super mundane and almost boring but today its like holy shit man I'm on LSD! I really don't see why its affecting me so hard but this seems like one of those days I should have not taken drugs at work lol
I am getting a really good sense of my direction and a sense of self, selfworth, and where to take it, but at the same time I'm seeing myself struggling to keep up at work, like I'm occupying both places at once and not doing a good job with either, but when I sit back and refocus the task at hand seems superfluid and easy

Lolllll!!!
Good show my man. Good show.

 

[tucker19]

taking lad at work thats my kind of shit,yous guys mental..just the way I like it cunt get no hood lad where I am tho

 

[DaSprout]

So like a physical alternate reality you were given the opportunity to see and be in, as well as manipulate your own physical energy, that would be neat to access the power whenever you wanted

Was it an alternate reality or was it the real physical universe you were connecting with, free of the mind made ego?

For me personally mushrooms is complete transcendence of ego and I feel very connected with the body, I can feel the energy of the chi, I feel connected to the universe and experience an incredibly heightened awareness, I'm very present. On acid it is a suspended ego, the ego is still present but the majority of my mind is playing serious tricks on me and my perceived reality is completely fucked, some ingenious insights and many secrets revealed.

The below post describes more...

Yes. This occurs every other time when I ingest shrooms. I look at this from what I would consider a Native American (generalization) standpoint. My grandparents on both sides are Cherokee and Snow Bird. So the basics of certain points are mixed in with my moms generation of protestant beliefs. And then my more "scientific" explanation of spirituality. And religion as a whole.
I believe that there are entities which can and do directly effect our lives in this shared level of consciousness and reality. I have experienced unbelievable real physical phenomena while tripping. Some can be classified from the beginnings of possession. Alien communition. Inter-dimensional communication that corresponded with events that were occurring in this reality. That were external to my own sensory cognition.
Like everything else. Some of these entities are good. Some bad. Some teachers. Some ancients. Others you realize have been around you always.
I understand that some of them may use insects as a medium. Or tether to our plane.
But yes. I have also experienced similar events.

 

[Bublonichronic]

I can tell there is a lot of wisdom in this thread, I wish I could describe my feels as good as you guys

 

[mikek420]

My intention behind posting was so the guys who know can help me (and everyone) take something deep out of the tripping state. When I am tripping sometimes I discover something that makes me want to shout for joy to scream out
I have found it!

Of course not everyone can understand what I am seeing and sometimes I don't know what I am seeing and I find it really helpful to me to be able to share my light in hopes that we all learn.

Plus I'm stealing their methods for deeper trips!

 

[mikek420]

I have read places where people who have taken a lot of LSD go a few days without eating. Wondering if anyone else has felt that? If so how??

When I broke thru on 4acodmt I don't think I ate a full meal for 2-3 days, the first thing I ate was McDonald's a full 20 hours later, and that was just a small combo, very little food I remember thinking after I ate that I surely would still be hungry but I woke the next day feeling fresh and full of energy

 

[DaSprout]

I can tell there is a lot of wisdom in this thread, I wish I could describe my feels as good as you guys

Lol. You crazy alien.

 

[DaSprout]

My intention behind posting was so....
I'm stealing their methods for deeper trips!

You. Evil. Bastard.

 

[Vikerus Forrest]

I have read places where people who have taken a lot of LSD go a few days without eating. Wondering if anyone else has felt that? If so how??

When I broke thru on 4acodmt I don't think I ate a full meal for 2-3 days, the first thing I ate was McDonald's a full 20 hours later, and that was just a small combo, very little food I remember thinking after I ate that I surely would still be hungry but I woke the next day feeling fresh and full of energy

Mind can't live without the body. Be careful with that kind of stuff man.

 

[Bublonichronic]

Mmmddrrpp take me to your dealer

 

[NebulousPLM]

I have read places where people who have taken a lot of LSD go a few days without eating. Wondering if anyone else has felt that? If so how??

When I broke thru on 4acodmt I don't think I ate a full meal for 2-3 days, the first thing I ate was McDonald's a full 20 hours later, and that was just a small combo, very little food I remember thinking after I ate that I surely would still be hungry but I woke the next day feeling fresh and full of energy

What exactly is 4AcoDMT ? Does it have any relation to real DMT ? After a quick Google search it looks like this is some sort of synthetic drug comparable to shrooms ?

EDIT: and what sort of task are you doing at work to be able to be tripping on acid while doing it?! sounds crazy! Haha

 

[tucker19]

who would recommend the best way to consume shrooms? recently iv had them with chocolate milk, in capsules,just eaten fresh swallowed dry and slightly brewed?Any info will be great thanks.

 

[DaSprout]

who would recommend the best way to consume shrooms? recently iv had them with chocolate milk, in capsules,just eaten fresh swallowed dry and slightly brewed?Any info will be great thanks.

I chop em to fine bits with scissors. Eat a meal wait 10-20 minutes. Then wash em down. Stomache acids are already at work. Don't have to worry bout eating for a while. Never any tummy troubles.

 

[tucker19]

I chop em to fine bits with scissors. Eat a meal wait 10-20 minutes. Then wash em down. Stomache acids are already at work. Don't have to worry bout eating for a while. Never any tummy troubles.

i did use the scissors and chopped 5g but i just added them to warm coffee and slugged it down,that should work yes?