My brother is so mad and sad.
I actually didnt know jt was may of 2016, I thought it qas june 2017.
All my school papers reflect 2017. My brother thinks I am either wet brain or retarded.
Truth is a bit of both.
ya well when i got my divorce in sept 2014 i started munching on xanax 1milli footballs and norco like trail mix
graduated to popping bars like pez candy.,and adding coke to the mix to still function..etoh too and really anything else
purposely loosing my memory..
i did but didnt realize there would be such long term memory damage. ability to adapt learn and process...
really fucked my brain up with my combination of drugs.
so much so my girl can bullshit with me, tell me anything and ive forgotten in a matter of hours. shell often say "i told you yesterday" ...impossible to win an argument when you honestly have no idea what was said or happened.
i may often talk about my drug use, in a way embellish my drug use.. truth is, dont do what i do. i have issues
be happy your not as fucked up as i am.. your still so young (i assume) i know partying is great. keeping your brain lit like 4th of july
but seriously, take it easy man. im trying to sray with my current girl, shes so good to me. and in a way i see some of myself in you.
ive cheated on her soooooo many times and treated lots of women like shit since my divorce.
i know your prolly like wtf, where is this coming from..n but hey on occasion i gotta speak from the heart
oh and yea i meant mother, she has cancer......everywhere lol.
but, is what it is.
anyway time to go get drunk. tired of being sober.
i havent smoked weed in so long. i hate to say but im happier, have more energy and less foggy all the time. i might stay relatively sober for a good while
