numb and warning

justugh

justugh

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i am numb right now

other wise i would be balling like a baby that had his dick cut

my father died today ......over the years i have taken abuse from some members here ....for being the way i am for not spelling correctly or having god awful grammar

this is notice i no longer have the collar on......just don't leave me the fuck alone no jokes at my expense no using me to do anything ........just leave me the fuck alone with that shit find some other person to pick on to make yourself feel better about shitty life

if u need help growing a plant i will help with nothing excepted in return.....other then that leave my posting
....if u want to argue and debate a point of something fine will do that but no more dumb shit

i honestly can not tell what i will do .......couple months i might be fine or i could be the next major news story i do not know

and for the ppl that were going to make a joke out of this posting
DO NOT have access to shit load of money and looking for a fight (hence why i am staying in and trying to distract myself with the posting from noobs ) just don't i am over the edge hanging by finger nails .......just do not
 
tropicalcannabispatient

tropicalcannabispatient

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justugh said:
i am numb right now

other wise i would be balling like a baby that had his dick cut

my father died today ......over the years i have taken abuse from some members here ....for being the way i am for not spelling correctly or having god awful grammar

this is notice i no longer have the collar on......just don't leave me the fuck alone no jokes at my expense no using me to do anything ........just leave me the fuck alone with that shit find some other person to pick on to make yourself feel better about shitty life

if u need help growing a plant i will help with nothing excepted in return.....other then that leave my posting
....if u want to argue and debate a point of something fine will do that but no more dumb shit

i honestly can not tell what i will do .......couple months i might be fine or i could be the next major news story i do not know

and for the ppl that were going to make a joke out of this posting
DO NOT have access to shit load of money and looking for a fight (hence why i am staying in and trying to distract myself with the posting from noobs ) just don't i am over the edge hanging by finger nails .......just do not
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SORRY FOR YOUR LOST BRUH!! IM TALKING FOR REAL!! MAY GOD BLESS U AND FIND THE PEACE U NEED!!
 
cat of curiosity

cat of curiosity

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justugh said:
i am numb right now

other wise i would be balling like a baby that had his dick cut

my father died today ......over the years i have taken abuse from some members here ....for being the way i am for not spelling correctly or having god awful grammar

this is notice i no longer have the collar on......just don't leave me the fuck alone no jokes at my expense no using me to do anything ........just leave me the fuck alone with that shit find some other person to pick on to make yourself feel better about shitty life

if u need help growing a plant i will help with nothing excepted in return.....other then that leave my posting
....if u want to argue and debate a point of something fine will do that but no more dumb shit

i honestly can not tell what i will do .......couple months i might be fine or i could be the next major news story i do not know

and for the ppl that were going to make a joke out of this posting
DO NOT have access to shit load of money and looking for a fight (hence why i am staying in and trying to distract myself with the posting from noobs ) just don't i am over the edge hanging by finger nails .......just do not
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ima fuck with you just to help you grieve.

piss you off for anger stage...

question your sanity for denial stage

hurt your feelings for depression stage

and push you out of the closet for acceptance stage...

thoughts and prayers for you, sorry for your loss.

i hope i either made you laugh or get angry, feeling is better than shock ;)

pm me if you ever want to, i'll put the asshat on the hanger and be personable. our condolences to you and yours.
 
justugh

justugh

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texasjack said:
Is that a threat?
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no it is a promise

i welcome my own death as it means a release from the living hell of bi polar.... i am being honest when i say i do not know what i will do if pushed

tropicalcannabispatient said:
SORRY FOR YOUR LOST BRUH!! IM TALKING FOR REAL!! MAY GOD BLESS U AND FIND THE PEACE U NEED!!
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thanks knuckle bump of respect
Singlemalt said:
Condolences Justugh, sounds a bit trite but you will feel better in time
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thanks knuckle bump of respect
cat of curiosity said:
ima fuck with you just to help you grieve.

piss you off for anger stage...

question your sanity for denial stage

hurt your feelings for depression stage

and push you out of the closet for acceptance stage...

thoughts and prayers for you, sorry for your loss.

i hope i either made you laugh or get angry, feeling is better than shock ;)

pm me if you ever want to, i'll put the asshat on the hanger and be personable. our condolences to you and yours.
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i am a williams death is part of our family luck
i now have 2 lving blood a older brother and a nephew .......the rest of them i have buried including a little brother (had over 30)

i have to move to accepting it as i am bi polar and if i allow depression odd are i will eat the gun ......... i actually have a shell just made for my head explosive with a little mercury mixed in to make sure .......i have a plan of putting a canvas behide my head and signing it brains of %^%&@...sign it then eat the shell
 
Gary Goodson

Gary Goodson

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justugh said:
i am numb right now

other wise i would be balling like a baby that had his dick cut

my father died today ......over the years i have taken abuse from some members here ....for being the way i am for not spelling correctly or having god awful grammar

this is notice i no longer have the collar on......just don't leave me the fuck alone no jokes at my expense no using me to do anything ........just leave me the fuck alone with that shit find some other person to pick on to make yourself feel better about shitty life

if u need help growing a plant i will help with nothing excepted in return.....other then that leave my posting
....if u want to argue and debate a point of something fine will do that but no more dumb shit

i honestly can not tell what i will do .......couple months i might be fine or i could be the next major news story i do not know

and for the ppl that were going to make a joke out of this posting
DO NOT have access to shit load of money and looking for a fight (hence why i am staying in and trying to distract myself with the posting from noobs ) just don't i am over the edge hanging by finger nails .......just do not
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Damn man, sorry to hear about your dad
 
justugh

justugh

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sunni said:
You could
Post without the threats it just adds fuel to the fire

Sorry for your loss :(
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not a treats....i hoinestly do not know what i will do ......i really do not
i hate my own life with a passion .....i can never have kids as chance of passing down the bad bi polar is in genetics ( bi polar at 13 no chance of normal life)

warning them and why seemed to be the honorable thing

right now the only thing holding me back from eatting the shell is my nephew ....a 8 year old it would mess with head if funcle( fun uncle) went out killed assholes ppl then ate the gun himself
Gary Goodson said:
Damn man, sorry to hear about your dad
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thanks knuckle bump of respect ....u given me shit over the time i been here ...means alot u said

BarnBuster said:
sorry about your pop, JU:(
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thanks knuckle bump of respect
 
Unclebaldrick

Unclebaldrick

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justugh said:
i am numb right now

other wise i would be balling like a baby that had his dick cut

my father died today ......over the years i have taken abuse from some members here ....for being the way i am for not spelling correctly or having god awful grammar

this is notice i no longer have the collar on......just don't leave me the fuck alone no jokes at my expense no using me to do anything ........just leave me the fuck alone with that shit find some other person to pick on to make yourself feel better about shitty life

if u need help growing a plant i will help with nothing excepted in return.....other then that leave my posting
....if u want to argue and debate a point of something fine will do that but no more dumb shit

i honestly can not tell what i will do .......couple months i might be fine or i could be the next major news story i do not know

and for the ppl that were going to make a joke out of this posting
DO NOT have access to shit load of money and looking for a fight (hence why i am staying in and trying to distract myself with the posting from noobs ) just don't i am over the edge hanging by finger nails .......just do not
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Sorry Amish fucker. You probably made him plenty proud. It will get better, i know.
 
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