Ya man I was a certified veterinary technician licensed in Florida for a couple years and was a tech for 6 year's total. Never easy helped thousands of dogs cross over and helped twice as many people get thru it. Never an easy thing but i wouldnt change being there. Getting to watch the love thats between an owner and pet is a gift. Taught me life is short, love alot, say yes as much as you can, always tell the ones you love you love them, and never regret anything everything is a lesson no matter what it is. I'll still be destroyed even with all those other euthanasia my amstaff is like everything and my oldest pit is still in FL he's too old for this cold at 10 years old he need the Florida heat and pools. And we'll Frankie is new I'd spend as much on him as the rest and barely had him but that's my buddy follows me everywhere. They are our family many of them closer than our blood relatives. It was a lot twice in a week but I'm blessed just to have everyone here still