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curious2garden

curious2garden

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StonedFarmer said:
as of 20 min ago I started methadone again, didn't take long as I am a former patient at the clinic so all I had to do was piss for them and talk to the doc via skype.

I am at the max dose of 160mg and feel slightly sick still, but go back tomorrow and we will hammer out the plans fully. I cannot stay on it for longer then a month well I can if I wanted but methadone is the worst thing I have ever had the displeasure of quitting.

help sf find new things to do

I already masturbate excessively so no need to suggest that one
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Run, trust me, just run, run until you are so exhausted you puke, run until you can't take another step, then RUN
 
curious2garden

curious2garden

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StonedFarmer said:
I have a track near me at the high school, will definitely give it a try later this week once I adjust.

I should look at joining a gym as well, that has never been my type of thing though. I feel so confused
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Yeah I know all the science about why it's the thing to do but you had to hold a gun to my head earlier in life. But coming off opiates it was salvation. Now that I'm accustomed to it I miss not doing it. It does make you feel better for a long time afterwards but honestly it feels crappy doing it.
 
StonedFarmer

StonedFarmer

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curious2garden said:
Yeah I know all the science about why it's the thing to do but you had to hold a gun to my head earlier in life. But coming off opiates it was salvation. Now that I'm accustomed to it I miss not doing it. It does make you feel better for a long time afterwards but honestly it feels crappy doing it.
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ya, I think it has more to do with social anxiety stopping me from going to the gym, running is more down my alley as no people. I only go into situations that are easy for me to comprehend or I can easily escape from. I can easily pinpoint the majority of my issues it is solving them that is an issue, which is why I haven't told anyone that I quit yet. well 3 people irl know only because they are a saftey net of sorts.

In retrospect writing this all on paper and reading it back in my head would be sufficient but I enjoy hearing others points of view and I know people here have gone through similar. the goal is to get off done as quickly as possible while minimizing my sickness.
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blah last time I did cold turkey but that was hell and the time before that I kicked done in jail when I was not given my script, time before that was again done and before that was also methadone in a diff jail. fucking opiates
 
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