Stiickygreen
Well-Known Member
Never got the ciggie habit full on. Smoked when I was drunk...and for awhile there that was a constant thing...so much so I gave up drinking in '96. I have re-entered the fold in the last year and have an occasional triple (LOL) but don't drink beer all day like i used to. (can't drink it at all now..yuk) Finally realized it just isn't my drug. Kinda like Valium/benzos. Stay the fuck away. Also kicked a 5+ year long Oxy habit in 2007. I was sourcing pills outside my script at the end and could feel the train starting to tilt as it slowly went off the track....so I got brave one day and dumped my entire bottle into the shitter ....then talked into it for about a week. Thought I was gonna die. Came out the other side feeling like a newborn....everything new and shiny. I'd been numbed for so long everything just went blah.....unless I was munching those O's....not a way to live. Still love em......but realize how many I can eat everytime I step back into the ring and that makes me back off in spite of the love for that high.
Smoking weed has taken it's toll here. I don't smoke flat out bud anymore....it's always super charged with hash/weed so I smoke less tokes. Otherwise.....whooosh.....doobie gone...all me. Had to quit walking around ALL the time with a fatty hanging off my lip. Been smoking rosin through a glass bong and it's far cleaner than joints/etc. My curse is that I can't get fucked up on edibles...so smoking is the only avenue here...so far....really pisses me off cus I have ample product (more than I can humanly use) to play with/decarb/etc. Super frustrating stuff. Like the opiates....my body reacts differently than most folks (Ops make me wanna party all night..like speeders. As long as I'm upright...I'm rockin'.)
Good for you Heisen. Take a few tokes if it gets rough. The brain is used to the mechanism of smoking....so it will take a bit to hit the "fuck that shit is nasty" stage but like others say...Yup. Nasty.
Smoking weed has taken it's toll here. I don't smoke flat out bud anymore....it's always super charged with hash/weed so I smoke less tokes. Otherwise.....whooosh.....doobie gone...all me. Had to quit walking around ALL the time with a fatty hanging off my lip. Been smoking rosin through a glass bong and it's far cleaner than joints/etc. My curse is that I can't get fucked up on edibles...so smoking is the only avenue here...so far....really pisses me off cus I have ample product (more than I can humanly use) to play with/decarb/etc. Super frustrating stuff. Like the opiates....my body reacts differently than most folks (Ops make me wanna party all night..like speeders. As long as I'm upright...I'm rockin'.)
Good for you Heisen. Take a few tokes if it gets rough. The brain is used to the mechanism of smoking....so it will take a bit to hit the "fuck that shit is nasty" stage but like others say...Yup. Nasty.