I judge a man on his character and you have demonstrated by your actions and words that you have a good one, but a shitty graphic! There ain't nothing ya can do about the user name at this point, look at mine, that was my intention when I came here in 2014 and never spoke a word about mindfulness until politics intervened in my country first, just like here.
Sorry once again Budzbuddha and if I didn't apologize for my behavior I wouldn't be walking my path, it's a lonely journey, for not many walk it.
The regular road is easy, but some people delight in difficult paths, that's me in a nut shell.
Got shit from a friend on the path in the peg, one of those I requested to watch me, for I have no master where I live and I need one a lot like me.
I explain things on the ethics page that turned into a public confession to my friend he insisted and I fully agreed. Good to have friends with a clear view and lots of guts to speak up cause they care. Never calmed perfection, quite the opposite. I know what went wrong with me and I'm taking steps, wish others would do the same.
Once again I sorry and feel shame. Lead by example is the only true way in my line of work.