I kind of feel like a black hole's density eventually becomes so great, that it explodes.
Maybe that is how the big bang happened, I often wonder also.
Time's an odd one for me. I believe time is effectively light itself and is travelling further ahead, to where it hasn't been. At least time that we perceive.
I'm not personally sure there is such a thing as time, nor necessarily a future, only what happens in a given moment. I believe what happens and has happened, sets the course of events for the future. Whether in the beginning or now, everything has had an effect on the future in some way.
There may be billions upon billions of possibilities or outcomes, but I believe those possibilities are set in stone.
I do believe our universe is ever expanding. I also believe, that every other universe and galaxy is all part of the same space. Though space itself is infinitely large.
Spirituality and enlightenment is meaningless imho.
Whatever it may be, I perceive it as something mechanical, systematic and utterly chaotic at the same time.