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[Stoney McFried]

I know...and let me tell you...I think some people are "drones." They're not capable of higher thought, either because they are unable or unwilling.To these people, appearances matter, and all that is ever seen of anything is the surface.

Ya see, I tend to get pessimistic too, and that leads to apathy, and feelings that I can't have, or atleast to deal with all the bullshit like school, etc...

You express the level I get too eventually when I follow these thoughts - pointless, why even try?


I don't even know, sometimes these kinds of thoughts can get me down.. I'm kind of curious how some people can flow through all of it so complacently, and I guess...unaware? Maybe there thinking about something..but they supress it...these thoughts seem normal, but others don't think this way..

I feel like I'm running into a wall right now..

 

[gogrow]

bad habit... i jack threads, lol

yall make me want to trip... with both of you

 

[Stoney McFried]

Damn, that's sweet!

bad habit... i jack threads, lol

yall make me want to trip... with both of you

 

[passdabong]

I know...and let me tell you...I think some people are "drones." They're not capable of higher thought, either because they are unable or unwilling.To these people, appearances matter, and all that is ever seen of anything is the surface.

When I start thinking that way I feel arrogant and i don't know, but ya, that's weird that some are drones, I feel like Will Smith in that fucking movie...what the fuck...ahh I scared myself, who thinks I'm a drone, wait.. are there different levels of conciousness, or mental levels, obviously someone is sayin the same thing about us...wow I've had these thoughts before.

Sorry I'm confusing myself.

 

[Stoney McFried]

I get some of my best thoughts on the toilet. We're all like the moving parts of an enormous antiquated clock...like cogs, and the people in our circle are cogs that we interact with...though all humanity is interconnected in this way, not all of the cogs have a chance to interact, and not all do it in the same way.

When I start thinking that way I feel arrogant and i don't know, but ya, that's weird that some are drones, I feel like Will Smith in that fucking movie...what the fuck...ahh I scared myself, who thinks I'm a drone, wait.. are there different levels of conciousness, or mental levels, obviously someone is sayin the same thing about us...wow I've had these thoughts before.

Sorry I'm confusing myself.

 

[passdabong]

haha, thats funny. the toilet is a place of reflection for me as well.

thinking these thoughts makes me feel alone sometimes though, even though some agree i still feel alone..i can't even explain why..

is this my depressed/ive state, but while things can be amazingly fun at times I don't get the same simple enjoyment I used too, hard to explain, but I feel like I'm beginning to take things to seriously..maybe it's just right now? *shrug*

bleh..i'm sorry that doesn't make sense, it's just my perception of the way i look at things now has been shifted, and i'm not sure what to make of it

 

[gogrow]

I get some of my best thoughts on the toilet. We're all like the moving parts of an enormous antiquated clock...like cogs, and the people in our circle are cogs that we interact with...though all humanity is interconnected in this way, not all of the cogs have a chance to interact, and not all do it in the same way.

i often find myself thinking about other people that i have never met.. and wondering what their mind/life is like... then i get sidetracked on the horrors of humankind... and it saddens me... to the point where i'll pass people on the street and just look at their eyes and know that there is a really interesting story in there just waiting, probably itching to be told; maybe even screamed from the rooftop... i think i am very empathetic... thats why i cant fight; it hurts me to hurt people... we're all so fragile for such "higher beings"....



ah, pooper philosophy...

 

[gogrow]

haha, thats funny. the toilet is a place of reflection for me as well.

thinking these thoughts makes me feel alone sometimes though, even though some agree i still feel alone..i can't even explain why..

is this my depressed/ive state, but while things can be amazingly fun at times I don't get the same simple enjoyment I used too, hard to explain, but I feel like I'm beginning to take things to seriously..maybe it's just right now? *shrug*

i think some people would call this "finding yourself"... we are really strange creatures

 

[passdabong]

i often find myself thinking about other people that i have never met.. and wondering what their mind/life is like... then i get sidetracked on the horrors of humankind... and it saddens me... to the point where i'll pass people on the street and just look at their eyes and know that there is a really interesting story in there just waiting, probably itching to be told; maybe even screamed from the rooftop... i think i am very empathetic... thats why i cant fight; it hurts me to hurt people... we're all so fragile for such "higher beings"....



ah, pooper philosophy...

Stop pulling thoughts from my head!!! this is a reflection of why i show empathy for others, etc.. sjbgsilbifnsafuashf[oihf eIaj brain overload

 

[passdabong]

i think some people would call this "finding yourself"... we are really strange creatures

The more I know, the scarier things get. And yes we are.

 

[Stoney McFried]

I do that too...I'm obsessed with finding out about my paternal grandmother and my ancestry, but it stops right at the grandparents....my grandmother committed suicide.Big family secret.I have one picture of her, or rather, my mom does in her family album, and her face is haunted.Maybe that's just me thinking it, who knows.I remember dad saying she sang them dirges at night and cried.

i often find myself thinking about other people that i have never met.. and wondering what their mind/life is like... then i get sidetracked on the horrors of humankind... and it saddens me... to the point where i'll pass people on the street and just look at their eyes and know that there is a really interesting story in there just waiting, probably itching to be told; maybe even screamed from the rooftop... i think i am very empathetic... thats why i cant fight; it hurts me to hurt people... we're all so fragile for such "higher beings"....



ah, pooper philosophy...

 

[NewGrowth]

i often find myself thinking about other people that i have never met.. and wondering what their mind/life is like... then i get sidetracked on the horrors of humankind... and it saddens me... to the point where i'll pass people on the street and just look at their eyes and know that there is a really interesting story in there just waiting, probably itching to be told; maybe even screamed from the rooftop... i think i am very empathetic... thats why i cant fight; it hurts me to hurt people... we're all so fragile for such "higher beings"....



ah, pooper philosophy...

Realizing our basic interconnectedness we naturally become more compassionate. To realize the true nature of things around you always remain in compassionate awareness. In awareness it is impossible to harm others. Of course total awareness is an ideal for most of us however it is entirely possible to achieve in our lifetime. Imagine a world where people cultivated compassionate awareness . . .

 

[gogrow]

The more I know, the scarier things get. And yes we are.

now dont you really want to sit down an have a smoke with me?

 

[passdabong]

I also could never go back to that 'ignorant' state I found myself in a month or two ago, it just couldn't happen.

People that have done LSD with me they really discovered themselves, what they wanna be, etc...

I feel more confused than ever, but they don't seem to get me and I can't even begin to explain.

 

[passdabong]

now dont you really want to sit down an have a smoke with me?

You have no idea. Damn!

 

[Stoney McFried]

Alright, off topic, but who is that in your Av....looks familiar, and it's bugging me.

I also could never go back to that 'ignorant' state I found myself in a month or two ago, it just couldn't happen.

People that have done LSD with me they really discovered themselves, what they wanna be, etc...

I feel more confused than ever, but they don't seem to get me and I can't even begin to explain.

 

[gogrow]

Realizing our basic interconnectedness we naturally become more compassionate. To realize the true nature of things around you always remain in compassionate awareness. In awareness it is impossible to harm others. Of course total awareness is an ideal for most of us however it is entirely possible to achieve in our lifetime. Imagine a world where people cultivated compassionate awareness . . .

come on in, pull up a chair; here hit this



here's a though for yall... allways pondered this one.... if a man/woman lives their life in complete solitude... nobody knows them... was that a life worth living?? or is it just a waste of an intelligent creature and interactions/relationships that never happened???

 

[passdabong]

Alright, off topic, but who is that in your Av....looks familiar, and it's bugging me.

Bill Hicks, comedian, pretty good stuff. He's dead, you might want to check some of his stuff out. You might like it.

 

[Stoney McFried]

Only if we define ourselves buy our interactions with others, and not by who we are as an individual.

come on in, pull up a chair; here hit this



here's a though for yall... allways pondered this one.... if a man/woman lives their life in complete solitude... nobody knows them... was that a life worth living?? or is it just a waste of an intelligent creature and interactions/relationships that never happened???

 

[gogrow]

I also could never go back to that 'ignorant' state I found myself in a month or two ago, it just couldn't happen.

People that have done LSD with me they really discovered themselves, what they wanna be, etc...

I feel more confused than ever, but they don't seem to get me and I can't even begin to explain.[/quote]


you're a "trip escort" also??? sweet