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passdabong said:

It seems to be the one thing when I'm tripping/stoned as hell that really mentally blocks me.

I can't even summarize it, I've tried, I would think everyone to some extent would be able to catch my drift no matter how poorly I explain it. Explaining my thoughts in a relative way that can be conveyed to another mind is difficult, and unless you're seeking a similar solution (trying to reach your own variation of that idea), it'd hard to relate, or care. Bleh, can't even explain this. Haha, fuck it.

That's what too much analysis does to ya, sometimes I have to shut off my brain.

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gogrow said:

thats my favorite thing to do while trippin balls.... philosophical debate... puts you on a whole different wavelength... suprisingly eloquent too

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gogrow said:

that just made me think; ive always wanted to trip my ass off and go out in public and just rant and rave about society/people... only thing stopping me is police now will arrest you for trying to exercise your free speech

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passdabong said:

It seems to be the one thing when I'm tripping/stoned as hell that really mentally blocks me.

I can't even summarize it, I've tried, I would think everyone to some extent would be able to catch my drift no matter how poorly I explain it. Explaining my thoughts in a relative way that can be conveyed to another mind is difficult, and unless you're seeking a similar solution (trying to reach your own variation of that idea), it'd hard to relate, or care. Bleh. Haha, fuck it.

That's what too much analysis does to ya, sometimes I have to shut off my brain.

I also have a tendency to make friends with everyone I'm in close quarters with, so when a personality doesn't connect it's frustrating, and it's hard to accept that I really might not be 'compatible' with this person. I eventually get over it, but it's a little unsettling at first.

Haha, woo, and why do I choose to think about that, why not something else, too many questions

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passdabong said:

I have so many 'random thoughts' people who weren't on that same wavelength would be thinking I lost my mind. I'd be locked up faster than Hannibal Lector.

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Stoney McFried said:

I have a different problem...folks wanna warm up to me and I'm not interested.I don't trust most people.I'm cordial, but for some reason, folks are like "Oh hi!It's you!" when I go somewhere, and proceed to tell me their life story, and quite frankly....I don't care.It's all I can do to keep myself from climbing a building like King Kong and swatting at invisible airplanes....they really think I wanna hear about who they caught screwing their boyfriend?And how they're so mad at him, and he's a bastard, and then two weeks later their pathetic ass is hanging off of him?This is just an example.Most interactions are tedious for me...it's like I know exactly what will happen,and I can usually tell what a person is like in person just by talking to them five minutes or less.And sadly, most are muddying up the gene pool.

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gogrow said:

there is nothing new under the sun... just the names, places and dates change....

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Stoney McFried said:

Exactly.I'm just so tired.I hope death is like one big long nap.Dreams are still good.

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passdabong said:

Without a doubt, it's hard on the ol' noggin to deal.

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passdabong said:

I'm kind of wondering what it would be like to 'trip' forever. Would these seemingly chaotic thoughts become 'normal' in the most literal sense of the word - I can't even use a word to communicate that feeling anymore, 'normal' just doesn't cut it, sober doesn't either?

Just a stray thought.


grow's got it, I just look at as perspective, we each have our own, it is what it is

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Stoney McFried said:

I just see most of it as pointless, ya know...life is just a big,long trudge to the grave.Just keep your head down and shuffle your feet,and you'll get there, too.

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gogrow said:

but the question is what will you do while on your walk to the grave???

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Stoney McFried said:

I just see most of it as pointless, ya know...life is just a big,long trudge to the grave.Just keep your head down and shuffle your feet,and you'll get there, too.

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Stoney McFried said:

Keep my head down and trudge forward.

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passdabong said:

Ya see, I tend to get pessimistic too, and that leads to apathy, and feelings that I can't have, or atleast to deal with all the bullshit like school, etc...

You express the level I get too eventually when I follow these thoughts - pointless, why even try?


I don't even know, sometimes these kinds of thoughts can get me down.. I'm kind of curious how some people can flow through all of it so complacently, and I guess...unaware? Maybe there thinking about something..but they supress it...these thoughts seem normal, but others don't think this way..

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gogrow said:

and not look at those around you on the way??? is there no one close to you??? you have children right??? you are doing far more than trudging with your head down (although it does feel that way)

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gogrow said:

and not look at those around you on the way??? is there no one close to you??? you have children right??? you are doing far more than trudging with your head down (although it does feel that way)

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Stoney McFried said:

Oh hey, don't worry, I'm not trying to hijack the thread with emo...no reassurance necessary, lol.Just stating facts.All we do is a drop in the bucket.

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