Philly_Buddah
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IDK whats wrong with me. I think its just really bad anxiety and Im too stressed out all the time. Its pretty bad when Im sober also. U would think that weed helps that but it doesnt anymore.
The last time I smoked I only took like 4 hits and got a little spooked, and I tried to tell myself it was just anxiety. I tried to just have fun, I was listening to music and I got up and started dancing around, then my heart started beating fast and funny and I got really lightheaded and felt like I was gonna pass out. I got really jittery and couldnt sit still, I felt like freaking out and screaming. I went into the kitchen which felt like a journey and got orange juice and drank like 14 oz. and was walking around, then my chest started to hurt and tighten every time my heart would beat. IDK man, but I can barely smoke anymore. I went to the doctors before a few times and they said I was healthy and went to a heart doctor, and he said at most I had a mild arrythmia, if even that. Do u think it was just a panic attack? or bad anxiety? Even if I tell myself that I still get freaked out and feel like Im gonna die, a lot of times when Im sober too. Whatever this shit is has ruined my life.
I remember the days when I could go through a whole fat ass blunt of haze by myself and would get a real nice and intense high with no anxiety, and want more, now this shit?...Im hopeless.
The last time I smoked I only took like 4 hits and got a little spooked, and I tried to tell myself it was just anxiety. I tried to just have fun, I was listening to music and I got up and started dancing around, then my heart started beating fast and funny and I got really lightheaded and felt like I was gonna pass out. I got really jittery and couldnt sit still, I felt like freaking out and screaming. I went into the kitchen which felt like a journey and got orange juice and drank like 14 oz. and was walking around, then my chest started to hurt and tighten every time my heart would beat. IDK man, but I can barely smoke anymore. I went to the doctors before a few times and they said I was healthy and went to a heart doctor, and he said at most I had a mild arrythmia, if even that. Do u think it was just a panic attack? or bad anxiety? Even if I tell myself that I still get freaked out and feel like Im gonna die, a lot of times when Im sober too. Whatever this shit is has ruined my life.
I remember the days when I could go through a whole fat ass blunt of haze by myself and would get a real nice and intense high with no anxiety, and want more, now this shit?...Im hopeless.