I am being 100% serious. I am lucky I am like a dude on the front line ready to go to battle with any strain any time lol! But most people I know are the opposite.
I took your comment to be serious, and so was mine.
I do enjoy a
mild THC buzz, but not more than that. I'm am rarely in a place where I can take the full effect and still feel comfortable.
CBD is a different story, I find it very relaxing and soothing. Which is why I'm planning to grow a really good CBD strain, maybe will also try concentrate.
It is that simple -- Cannabis intensifies whatever emotions you already have. They maybe hidden even to you, at which point it may bubble up and surprise you (how some people have bad or stressful cannabis experiences).
Yes, it is quite obvious for me. However, I've talked to people who enjoy the THC unconditionally, and they say it relaxes them and actually makes them forget about the problems that they might have. This is really the opposite of what happens to me. It really seems to work quite differently for different folks.
Of course I've also heard other people report an experience similar to me (both in person and here on RIU).
I've also found that it doesn't really "bubble up" stuff that much, but it gives things that I already know and observe a very grim, pessimistic and unpleasant taste. All the while I know that it's just due to the substance, and that it will subside.
So it's simply not an experience that I seek. However, as I've said, if it's subdued enough, ie. if the dose is low enough, then it's mostly fine and usually pleasant.
I'm probably the typical micro-doser.
You may find a bargain if you have multiple sources (or grow your own). People always want to move older bud.
That's not a problem because I use so little. Also I do have my own stuff that I will just store for an extended period and see how it develops. Then, as I've mentioned, I will try combining it with a heavy dose of CBD, and see how that goes.
I'm not attached or addicted to the substance in any way, but it would be nice to find a way to actually enjoy it, because it does have potential, and it's a lot less harmful than alcohol.