+ rep..., this has been about the Most Honest Thing I've heard an Atheist leaning Person Say..., and I completely agree with every word you Said,
ON my Behalf and my personal opinion, Don't give up on God, just start over, and YOu are Right, he's not the God you were schooled to know, those teachings are from an entanglement of Greed / Manipulation / Power..but it works because truth still lies within and that is why the people are easily drawn to it, and held in Bondage. But the Strong, People who seek the True Nature of God, begin to break themselves free of the Lies, because in all Honesty, they want to Live a Life of Truth...., and so, I try to Get people to understand, that bashing somebody over the Head because they believe in the Literate Bible God, only works into the favor, of those who you despise... You are doing them a Favor, Supplying the Never Sleeping, all ways at Work Devil..., Believe Me, the Religious Get It, of all Faiths, Just Like those who are Atheist Get iT..., but none the less you are going to have weak minded people on both sides that believe/deny a Literal God, and believe/deny We Literally evolved from Bubbles..
I just think it's easier to get people to understand your point of view by using Honey, instead of Acid, then say you are doing them a Favor...
Anyhow, + rep bro for sharing your thoughts and feelings..
I'm about tired of these Senseless Threads, they are not POintless, I just think I'm starting to just get beyond them Now..